I probably have another poem labeled Numb but too bad its the title
Numb
It was true all along
That I refused to belong
But I wanted to fit in so badly
So I hurt myself, sadly
No one understood
Like another piece of wood
I was dead to all of you
Yes, even you, too
I was sick of it all
Waiting to screw up and fall
So I decided to chance it
Just at a shot to be perfect
And when the poison entered my vein
What ended was my reign
My eyes closed shut
Deadly pale but
I was breathing...barely
A time I never dreamed of this was rarely
It was everything I imagined it to be
Everything I knew I would see
And there waiting by the door's cell
Was Satan himself at the gates of hell
