One Day *Sequel to Behind Closed doors*

5.

Ethan's Pov

It's feels like an eternity passes by as we just stare at each other, longing for someone to break the silence.

I'm drawn to her features, even the smallest ones that are invisible to the human eye. She's magnificent, one of a kind.

In all my years I have never once seen any girl thats like her, she's different...

I'm brought out of my trance by the elevator doors opening. Sky looks ahead and starts walking, me following behind.

She walked down the long narrow hallway, still holding Bailey on her hip. She stopped in front of her door and got out her room key to unlock it.

We walked in and she gently laid Bailey down on the bed covering her up with her little white blanket and giving her her elephant.

A smile spreads across my face as Baileys little eyes start to shut. I glance as Skylar, seeing her rub her stomach gently as she smiles down at Bailey and than down to her stomach.

I have such a prefect family, why would I do this to them? Sky looks at me and her smile shrinks, she nods her head towards the door and I nod in response. I walk out of the room and she follows, quietly shutting the door behind her.

She looks down and sighs in frustration and exhaustion. I shouldn't be putting this much stress on her, it's bad for the baby.

"Ethan..." her voice is hoarse and cracks as if she's about ready to break.

"I want to forgive you but you've put me and Bailey through so much. Not being there for us, yelling all the time, coming back at all hours of the night, intoxicated. I don't know how much more of this I can take. How do I know you won't go out and cheat on me again? Once a cheater always a cheater... I really thought you changed Ethan, but looks like I was wrong. Your the same person you were 4 years ago... a fuckboy."

She looked down as her voice cracked and tears started to roll down her cheeks. I'm takin aback from her words. I'm kind of offended by her choice of words, but yet again she's right.

A wave of regret rushes through me as her words sink in. She has been holding that in and it was probably eating her alive.

I wasn't around to give her someone to talk to, to comfort. What have I done?

I'm just now realizing what I have really done to the love of my life. Grays death broke her but I was there for her, to love her , to comfort her and help with Bailey.

But I broke her all over again, just like Grays death did. I made her feel worthless and not good enough, like she has no dignity and she's useless.

God I'm going to hate myself for the rest of my life knowing I did this to the love of my life...

I gently place my hand on the side of her cheek and lift her head up so she was looking me in the eyes.

"Sky... I'm so sorry for what I've done to you, Bailey and Jayden! I honestly have no excuse for what I did, I don't know why I did it. That wasn't me tho and you know that. I've changed for you and Bailey... I've changed for Grayson... I don't know what happened to me, I guess I started drinking and I guess my body got back into the routine of drinking from when I was younger and just started turning back into my old self... You know i would never intentionally hurt you, please Sky believe me..."

Skylar's Pov

I could tell he was telling the truth from the pain in his eyes, the regret of his actions replaying in his head like a record. I didn't know what to do at this point, my mind was replaying everything.

My head started to spin, making me dizzy. I blinked a couple of times trying to get my head to focus. Ethan furrowed his eyebrows at me and cocked his head a little.

"Sky...? Are you okay?"

His hands rested over mine but once I started to back away they fell limp to his side. I started looking around anxiously, trying to figure out what was happening.

My head started to pound as my chest tightened. I grabbed my chest and huffed trying to catch my breath.

Ethan ran to my side and held me up, so I wouldn't fall.

"Sky your scaring me, please tell me what's wrong."

I tried to talk but I stuttered making the words inaudible. My breaths get shorter as I try to calm down, but then the pain becomes excruciating. I grab my stomach, being the source of the pain.

I look up at Ethan with fear and pain in my eyes, begging him to help me somehow. He looks just as scared and worried, if not more.

I feel a liquid trickle down my leg and my eyes widen.

"E-Ethan l-l-look at m-my l-legs..." I could barely get the words out of my mouth but as soon as they did he bent down and looked at my legs.

"Sky, there's blood! Why is there blood!?"

He raised his voice as he stood back up and grabbed my arm. I could see he was beyond scared now but so was I. My heart dropped to my stomach when he said blood, it shouldn't be blood, it should be clear.

"E-Ethan, dont p-panic but either there's something w-wrong with J-Jayden or I'm having a m-miscarriage..."

His expression dropped completely and his face went pale. Telling him not to panic just makes me want to panic even more, I can't lose Jayden. He can't come out yet, theres still another month till he's due.

"Ethan c-call 911...!"