One Day *Sequel to Behind Closed doors*

3.

Skylar's Pov

I finally arrive at a small town not to far away from home, or should I say, Ethan's home...

I pull into the parking lot looking at the hotel. It wasn't bad but it wasn't 5 stars either. I got out of the car and went to the back to get our stuff. I finally got everything and I picked up Bailey and headed to the hotel, making sure to lock my car.

We walked in and there's a young aged girl at the front desk. Once I got up to the desk I smiled at her, but once she looked up my smile faded. She looked awfully familiar I just don't know where I would know her from.

"How can I help you?" She didn't smile, she had no emotion what so ever.

"Um yes can I have one room please?" She looked down at her computer and started typing. She looked back up to me and handed me my room key.

She looked me up and down and scoffed. "Aren't you a little young...?"

That's when it hit me, it's the same girl that worked at the convenient store I bought my pregnancy tests from when I thought I was pregnant after Gray passed.

*Flashback*

I parked the car and got out, not caring what I look like at the moment. I trudged into the store going straight to the medical aisle.

I grabbed what I needed and went to the checkout. There was a woman there, probably in her early 20's.

She looked at me and glared as she scoffed.

"Aren't you a little young?" She bagged my item as I handed her the money.

"Aren't you a little young to be bald? Cause that wig isn't fooling anyone honey!" I gave her a fake smile as I grabbed my bag walking out, leaving her in shock.

*End of flashback*

"Yeah that's what you said the last time! Why don't you mind your own fucking business? Your just a petty ass bitch that is jealous because you can't get any dick, so you come to work just to judge everyone else!" I made my way to the elevator and waited for the doors to open.

Once thy did I got on turning around to see her starring at me with wide eyes and her mouth wide open.

"Have a nice fucking day bitch!" I gave her fake smile right as the doors closed. That bitch got what she deserves.

Once the elevator started moving I looked down at Bailey in my arms. Thank god she's still sound  asleep, I don't want her repeating the words I just said.

The doors open and I walk down the hallway, eyeing all the door numbers, in search for my room.

Finally I came across my room number, 105.

I walked in and looked around. There's only one bed so I guess me and Bailey will have to share but I would rather share anyways so I know she's safe.

I close the door making sure I locked it. I let go of my stuff and gently laid Bailey in bed and tucked her in.

I sat my suitcase in the corner of the room along with Baileys backpack. I got out an oversized shirt with shorts and changed. I gently climbed into bed getting situated, but found it hard to sleep.

Even though Ethan wouldn't get home until late every night, I would still wake up and he would be in bed with me. It felt weird not having him in the same bed anymore. I guess I'll have to get use to it cause we're not going to be sleeping in the same bed for a while...

Ethan's Pov

I'm so pathetic... I could be chasing after my girl and child but instead I sit on the floor in our bedroom, with my back against the bed, chugging a bottle of alcohol.

I'm starting to think I'm no good for her and I should just let her go, she would be better off.

She wouldn't get hurt from my mistakes and fuck ups, she wouldn't be lonely when I go to work and then to satisfy my sexual needs, she wouldn't be exhausted from doing everything and being up from 5 to midnight, she wouldn't stay up late every night to make sure I came home safely.

God what have I've done? I ruined something I loved so much. I always had a grudge cause she wanted Grayson and not me and than Gray handed her to me, to love, to cherish and protect, and hold until death do us part and I fucked it up yet again. I finally got what I wanted and what I wanted was her...

How could I throw her away so easily and not even notice? I always do this to her... this is like the third time I hurt her and yet she still smiles at me when I come home, she stills makes me food in the mornings, she still laughs even though she's in pain, she's perfect...

I'm cold hearted for breaking something so perfect. She forgives and forgets everything I've done to her and yet I keep doing them. She loves me endlessly and will always be loyal and will always be there but where was I when she needed me?

Oh that's right, I was cheating on her...

God I need to fix this, I won't give up until I have her back and she's mine again. If Grayson was here, he would probably pound me into a wall and beat the shit out of me, he would be so disappointed...

I got to do this for Grayson, for Jayden, for Sky, for me...

I love you so much Skylar, I'm so sorry...Just hold on I'll fix this, I promise....