Unrequited ❥taekook

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" are you going to officially date me then. " Jungkook asked.

Taehyung buttoned up the last few buttons on his shirt and made his way to the door.

" I'm leaving. "

" hey wait. " jungkook grabbed Taehyung's wrist turning him to face him.

" what? "

" are you a virgin? "

" . . Yeah. "

Taehyung shook Jungkook's hand from his wrists, and made his way to try door, " I'm really leaving. " he said as he shut the door.

♥︎

As taehyung reached his apartment, he unlocked the door and plopped himself to his bed as soon as he got to his room. Despite his growling stomach and uncomfortable tight jeans, taehyung drifted into his thoughts. 

Alone.

I hate being alone.

It feels so empty.

I want to sleep with someone.

How . . .

Did I become so weak?

And he drifted into sleep.

♥︎

The next morning taehyung woke up feeling not so sure he could physically move, he had no desire to do anything and just wanted to fall back asleep.

But nevertheless he dragged his body to school, and kept telling reassuring himself that everything will be okay. Until Hyejin passed by him in the hallway, and despite the crowd and noise those six words couldn't go unheard.

" yesterday, I did it with Jimin ♥︎ "

This woman,

She's stealing everything from me,

What's impossible for me, is effortless for her,

Even thought she doesn't really want any of it.

Sometime I wonder, how does it feel to toy with other people's feelings,

Maybe it's exhilarating, and fun.

If that's how it is, then why don't I take everyone who has a crush on you, for myself.

Just as I was having those thoughts, I asked my self.

Even if those people get hurt?

Yes.

I'm only thinking of myself, but I don't know how to stop.

I want to steal her thunder  and beat her at her own game.

If I don't, I'll just feel more and more empty.

I know feelings don't work that way, and I can't steal them, I'll never be satisfied with something like that.

But I'm just so miserable, and lonely.

♥︎

Later that day
" jungkook, let's . . . be a couple. " I spoke.

We're on the same wavelength,

I know it so well.

You'll probably fall in love with me too, jungkook.

-does this story even make sense, if it's getting confusing and boring I'm sorry T_T