People said (at least to me) that in order to remove some of your nightmares, you have to face the cause of it or spread it for outside help. I guess you can blame him for my lack of activity here.
In this case, my nightmares consisted of the man in gold, a humanoid creature that keeps "visiting" me in it, like Freddy Krueger in robes. He keeps asking me to draw the "true yellow sign". I never drew the sign and never will since I think that something bad might happen if I did as he ordered.
Since I keep disobeying him, he keeps filling my head with nightmares. Killing my loved ones in front of me, putting me in a torture device called the rack and using....Anyway, even though they were nightmares, every time I wake up, I can still feel the pain in my wrists and ankles as if...
I went to get professional help and they said its probably the way I'm sleeping but I doubt it. Since I don't know where else to go, to the internet! I looked up the "man in gold" and the picture above showed up. A being called Hastur, able to influenced most minds to draw the yellow sign(sound familiar?). What I don't understand is Hastur is a fictional character and yet I keep getting nightmares from the man in yellow and the symbol...
It's not the same as the one in my nightmares. That's what scares me...maybe I'm going insane again. I just hope I can find a way to get rid of him. Hopefully, I'll be able to get back to writing soon, alongside college work. I hoped you enjoyed reading this, I'll survive later on.
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