Chapter 24 - I don't fall in love.

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Malia's P.O.V.

I woke up and my head began to sting again. The first thing I saw was a very blurry vision of Alexander. When did he get here? Wait, where am I? Last thing I remember was the burns from the torture weapons and somehow I saw James and Joseph there to? I'm going mad aren't I? Yup, I had to be going mad. There is no where James and Joseph was there to. Then again I am in some white room and I dont know how I got here. I mean I could still be in that torture house but I can also be in a hospital.

"Where?... Ugh." I manage to get out before fall unconscious again.

When I wake up again I see the same blurry vision of Alexander. Then I feel someone's hand on mine making me feel sparks ever so slightly. My wolf was content with feeling her mate's presence. "Alexander?" I ask even though I already knew it was him because no one could ever make my wolf feel the way she felt around her mate.

"Yeah it's me. How are you?" He asked the concern so vivid in his voice.

"I've been better." I laugh and try to haul myself up only to me pushed back down by my mate.

"You need rest." He said.

"Can you tell me what happened? How did I get here?" I ask.

"Well, you remember you aand Alexa got kidnapped?"

"Yeah, I remeber up until the beatings that I took just to make sure no one laid a finger on her. How is she?"

"She's alright. She has nightmares of the beatings sometimes. Its hard for her."

"I know. I didn't know they were gonna take her to."

"What do you mean 'take her to'?"

"I know that he wanted me because I killed his little brother. So I made a deal with him. I'd give him whatever he wanted as long as he left my gang and family alone."

"Malia, you know you can always come to me when things like that happen, you may have accidentally killed his brother and took all blame for it but-"

"I didn't accidentally kill his brother. I killed his brother. I put a bullet in his head and a knife in his gut."

He watched me like I just told him I had a freaky fear of turning into a plant eating zombie

"I know its hard to come to terms with so its best you leave. This mate bond only works with our wolves not us." I say and a shockwave of pain, guilt and sorrow hit Me.

"Malia do you remember my last words to you?"

"Dont burn the eggs?" I ask not knowing what he was talking about.

"No. Malia Amelia Victoria Rogers I said I love you and I meant it. I love you from your head to your toe. All your imperfections. All your crazy little ideas. Your always wanting to protect others attitude. I love you and everything about you. No matter how small or how big."

"Alexander."

"I know its a lot to take in but I promise I'll do Anything to make this work. You're my mate. And I want you. All of you."

"Alexander you can't. I know you want to love me but you can't. It won't work "

"It will. We just have to work together and this will work out."

"No thats not it. Its not like I dont love you I do its just that I can't have a relationship with you. I can't risk that"

"Risk what? Malia I love you and you love me so why can't this work out?"

"Because you're my weakness! I can't go around being to fucking high ass gang leader with a mate she couldn't protect. You'll always be someone's target. And I dont want to loose my last remaining happiness." I let the tears fall free as I talk to him.

"Malia I dont care what you are. Because you are MY mate. And I love you and if I have to lose my life for loving you then so be it because I do."

"Alex you can't. I can't lose you to. Please just move on from me. Find another wolf that makes you happy and be with them, make them your Luna. My place is with my gang. you have a pact to protect."

"Malia no one has ever made me as happy as you do. Being away for so long from you made me realize how much just seeing you and hearing your voice made me smile. I lost everyone I loved so I began to shut everyone out. I became to "stone hearted alpha" because of it but, with you I feel like myself again. I'm not Alpha Bloodstorm. I'm Alexander. Please dont leave."

"I won't. I promise. But I dont want to risk losing you. So you have to know something. My gang is my family if they call, I go. I have a lot of enemies. And my brother's killer is on the lose. So you should know that loving me isn't always gonna be sunshine and rainbows because what you just felt me go through is something I am used to. I go on suicide missions. There is always the possibility that I won't make it back. And you'll have to live with that because I can't give up on my gang. Your family is your pack because they've always had your back. Well my gang is my pack."

After my speech, I feel his hand on mine again. And then his lips crashed against mines and the sparks flew.

After breaking apart our make out session he asked, "malia do you accept our mate bond?"

"I do. Alexander can I do something?"

"Go ahead."

I crash my lips on his again and my hands trace from the top of his chest to below it, feeling the outline of his abs while I kiss him. I slowly begin to leave a trail from his lips to his neck, searching for the spot where I'll mark him. Finally, I find the spot and begin to nip and suck on it.

"Can I mark you?" I ask

"Yes." He replies eagerly.

I sink my teeth into his skin marking him as mine and seal it with a kiss.

After i mark him we lay on the bed in comfortable silence. Him taking in my scent and me taking in his.

"I love you Malia."
"I love you too Alexander."

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