A butler i thought i despised

Chapter 8

I felt my whole body tense up with jealousy when elizabeth called ciel her fiance, but i hid it with a smile and stood by ciel's side.

"oh..and sebastian micbitch is with you.." she sneered, i growled quietly.

"elizabeth, what do you even want?" ciel spat bitterly at her, glaring.

"my father is here to tell you that we're still getting married!" elizabeth grinned. I heard the servants gasp.

"no.." i murmured under my breath, but kept my face stone cold ans gripped ciel's hand behind our backs.

"It's true. Right father?" elizabeth glared at me and looked at her father. I bit my lip hard, staring at ciel.

"i love you" ciel mouthed to me, i mouthed it right back.

"father?" elizabeth looked confused. Mr. Middleford walked towards ciel and i, instantly i grabbed ciel's waist in protection.

"sir, if you must, i will let you know of how much our love is for eachother. If you even tr-"

"woah. Calm down, son" mr. Middleford smiled at me, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"you love this boy, don't you?" he grinned at me.

"indeed. I'd sacrifice my own life for his own stake." i looked at ciel and then mr. Middleford, eyes filled with no  dishonesty.

"and you love your butler?"

"yes." ciel gripped onto my arm. "uncle alexis..please don't. This is the first I've been happy since of my parents passings." ciel stared up at his uncle, sad almost. God i wanted this to end.

Alexis smiled, pride in his eyes. "nothing will change. I wasn't even coming to say about the wedding."

"wHAT!?" elizabeth screamed.

Bard, finny, and mey-rin cheered.

I smiled big.

"FATHER YOU CAN'T ALLOW THIS! HE'S DATING A DIRTY USED BUTLER!" elizabeth threw a tantrum and cried.

"ELIZABETH MIDDLEFORD! You know who inherited the money when  i was with your mother!? She did! And you know what was i?"

She shook her head, shaking herself.

"i myself, was a butler." alexis looked serious, his tone low.

"your mother and i bonded over time together, she didn't care what i was, and i didnt care if she was a aristocrat. It seems sebastian, who i wish for a in law one day, will make a a wonderful person for ciel. If so those two want a wedding one day, they have my blessing." alexis sneered, scolding his daughter.

I felt as if tears would crawl down my cheeks, i gripped onto ciel's arm happily as elizabeth held her head in shame.

"i apologize for m daughter's behavior, she needs to act like a lady." alexis gave a cold stare at her, she gulped.

"it's quiet alright, uncle alexis. " ciel walked and gave a hug to him, laughing happily.

I stood in the back by myself as the servants smiled and clapped, ciel smiled. I sighed, but held a smile. I wish i still had a family..

"sebastian!"

I ripped away from my thoughts as ciel brought me over, i smiled abit. They all engulfed me into a hug, but elizabeth stormed out, i snickered but let them hug me.

After a few conversations, alexis and elizabeth were gone. I shut the door with a sigh.

"my, that was quite interesting.." i smiled firmly, going for amother word before ciel kissed me deeply, i kissed back, smiling. I heard laughter and squeals from the three servants off to the side.

I broke the kiss, then sweeping ciel off his feet and spun him around, i actually let out a loud, happy laugh, tears stinging my eyes. I never thought demons like me could feel.

Then i met ciel.

I set him down, chuckling when he walked abit dizzy.

"well, im hungry.." ciel muttered now. I smiled, decided to make his favorite tonight.

In the middle of cooking and humming, i felt a pain in my stomach, so much i let out a gasp of pain and fell down and grasped the table so hard i bent it.

"sebastian! Are you alright!?" finny panicked.

"GET BARD OR SOMEONE! JESUS CHRIST THIS HURTS!" i shouted, looking down and kicked. Finny ran off and i could hear him talk loudly to someone.  I groaned and whipped my head back, actually crying it hurt too much.

"sebastian!!" i heard three voices, seeing bard, finny and ciel. I looked up, shaking.

"help him to a bed!" bard ordered, soon i was lifted up and carried off to a bed. But i didn't know what happened next before passing out in pain.

I soon woke up to a figure over me, a panicked one. I soon saw who, ciel.

"HE'S AWAKE!"

I watched bard and finny rush over. Bard was relieved.

"we didn't lose ya either thank god.." Bard hushed quietly.

"what..what do you mean?" i looked at him, swallowing but felt a dry feeling and my hair covered my eyes, ciel brushed it away.

"i thought....we had to check, you're not bleeding at all, so no miscarrige...it musta been some..sharp pain..stress or whatevr" bard narrowed his eyes.

I felt all color drain from me again, i stayed silent and didn't look at anyone, just turning to my side and closed my eyes.

I've almost costed my child's life, maybe..mine, and worried everyone. This sucked. I don't want to feel anymore.

"im gonna puke.." i muttered bitterly before slashing up and to a bin quickly. Ciel pulled the fornts of my hair back, rubbing my back with another hand as i puked up what wss left and sat up.

"you're alright now. But could you guys go work? Or finish dinner, im still hungry, and make sebastian something." ciel ordered, the three nodded and left.

"ciel i don-"

"hush. You're trying some food." ciel kissed my forehead. "you seem a bit bitter now..is it what bard said?"

"yes." i frowned. "I've risked mine and the child's life within one day." i muttered bitterly but felt lips attach to mine softly, i ended up kissing back.

"it's alright. You are here still and I'm not letting you two die so early. That's a promise." ciel wa firm, grabbing my hand and sat on the bed beside me.
  I was silent and rested my head down on ciels shoulder.

Why must everything good here always end up bad?

People: oh my god! Sebastian and ciel aren't like this! Stop writing them that way!

Me: uh, my book, my ideas. Besides, it's what comes in my head, what i think, i write down! Mind ya own damn buisness!

I tried with this chapter, it sucks, sorry.