My Heart's Forbidden Desire (Hetalia poem)

Forbidden

These feelings are so surreal 

My eyes flow back to you and your appeal

I don't understand what this is 

In my chest is a burning feeling

One that I can never ever tell

If anyone knew I'm sure it won't go well

My destiny when I met you had been sealed

You loved and took care of me

As I grew older I wanted my freedom

I'm now an independent nation 

I separated from you but it's for my sake

When these dreaded feelings turned to wake

I love you with all my heart 

I know I don't show it but believe me my love

If you knew my hidden dark secret

Things between us will never be the same

Incest is not supposed to happen

But these feelings of mine seem indifferent 

To whether or not it's truly right

For me to love you more than a brother

People say I'm as cold as winter

I just don't want my feelings to show

This burning inferno that rages in me

It's not anger but a desire and want

The desire to have you in my arms

To feel your touch 

To taste every inch of you

I want you to completely ravage me

I know we're linked together by fate

But is it destiny? I can't quite tell

From the moment we met

My future with you was dead set

I don't know when these feelings started

I should not have them

You raised me and took me under your wing

Every moment I spend with you is pure bliss

My heart aches dear brother

This incestuous desire is such a bother

When I see you with that foolish Dane

I feel my heart break again and again

No one knows this feeling

I can't really blame you or anyone and especially him

He doesn't know so it's not his fault

But to win your heart against him is like a brawl

This desire is becoming deep

I can't stop it

I'm getting lost in my love for you

Your my brother but I want more

I'm sorry for feeling this way

This is why I can't call you big brother

This sin of having romantic feelings for a sibling

It's making me crazy

I am Iceland

The one you see as your little brother

The one who is childish and stubborn 

The one can't call you big brother

How can I when my feelings are more?

It's a sin and will cause my soul eternal oblivion

However I can't help it

I know I can never tell you at all

I'm scared of your reaction

So I'll just let it be a one-sided love

Than to have you fly away like a scared dove

For my feelings of incestuous romance

You are the one I can't have

Yet my heart longs for you

I can't help it but your too good

It's such a temptation

Only through this poem can I bravely say

That big brother Norway

I love you but not only as a brother

You are my heart's forbidden desire