Beautiful Pain

But why?

Lilian's POV.

I don't know whether to jump up and down or hide in a corner.

Cameron Dallas just asked to go on the magcon tour with him. I decided to text Bethan to see what she thinks.

L. oh my gosh!

B. wut

L. Cameron Dallas just asked me to go on the magcon tour with him!

B. I don't know wut that is butt you should take me with you

L. Lol I'll try!

B. I'm drunk xD

L. Just don't do anything you'd regret

B. hmm I won't I'm with jay he'll keep me safe

L. WTF WHAT ABOUT NASH?

B. forget him he's cheating

L. I'm not so sure about that

B whatever bye mom

I guess I'm going on tour with Cameron!

We aren't even official.

Ugh what do you call making out shirtless with someone who isn't even your boyfriend.

Gah I feel like a slut.

Then again he's pretty fucking hot I mean anyone would kill to be in my place now.

Soft lips on my neck breaks me out of my thoughts.

C: So babe do you want to tell me your answer?

I stop and think for a moment before answering.

Can I really leave just to go on the tour with someone I might possibly love...

Can I leave everyone behind

L:Yes. Of course I want to go!

C: Are you serious!?

I kiss his lips softly but passionately ,

He grabs the back of my neck and deepens the kiss. I never want the kiss to end. He mumbles something else against my lips. I pull away from the kiss to see what he's saying.

He asks with anxiousness nervousness and still a bit of cockiness.

Will you be my girlfriend.

The words hit me like a ton of bricks.

I'm not sure what to do so I let my body react for me.

This was more than a kiss.

This was like oxygen I had to have it.

I've never felt more dependent on someone In my life.

I needed him.

I needed his kisses.

I needed his laugh ,his smile, his body....

He chuckles and mutters" I'll take that as a yes."

He then deepens the kiss grabbing my neck

I reach up and grab his hair.

I gently pull and he groans.

By now I'm beyond turned on.

I love everything about him he's completely what I need.

I tug at the hem of his shirt and he takes it off.

Breaking the kiss for only a quarter of a second I take mine off too.

I'm not self conscious at all by now.

He lays me down on the bed without breaking our makeout session.

His arms travel down my body.

He grabs my hips and starts trailing kisses from my neck down to in between my breasts.

As he gets downtown my stomach my shorts are in the way.

Ugh stupid high waisted shorts!

He does the in thinkable and unbuttons them.

He pulls them all the way off.

Don't worry he whispers I won't do anything you're uncomfortable with.

I'm about to say something but then

I got cut off by his sweet lips on mine.

It was a very passionate kiss I felt Sparx the whole time. it was like fireworks on our lips.

I wish this moment could last forever it was perfect.

I was getting pretty tired but also very hungry.

My stomach knows the way to ruin a moment.

Something that sounded like a whale was coming from my stomach.

Cam chuckles and grabs my arm to lift me up.

I know how cold it is downstairs so I decide to put on a pair of yoga pants and a camisole.

We entered the kitchen and I dive for the freezer to grab some ice cream.

Cameron starts popping popcorn.

I go to the living room and pick out a movie.

I hope Cameron can handle it.

As we sit there watching mean girls cuddled up next Cameron eating popcorn it's like a dream come true.

Cameron looks bored but I'm thankful that he will be bored for me.

I'm getting tired so I lay my head down on cams lap.

He's sitting there playing with my hair until I start to fall asleep.

I close my eyes and start to dose off.

I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm asleep ,I'm not just close.

When his hands stop played with my hair they go down to my legs.

He picks me up bridal style and carries me to my room.

I lay in the bed with him beside me.

He leans over kisses my cheek and says I love you baby.

Authors note c:

Okay so even though no one reads these anyway I'm going to share some pretty diverse information.

I'm going to stop writing.

I realize I'm not very good so I'm going to hand the book over to Bethan for her to write it.yes Lilian's POV will still be there.

I don't want to be wasting my time just to see that no one is going to appreciate my writing. This is also why I made this so long. idk it just seems long.

I also realize Bethan is a better writer than me , I mean who can compare well bye you guys thanks for the people who were supportive towards me . farewell -Lilian