Can He Save Me?

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Song: If you could see me now
Rogue

I'm seventeen, I have no parents, and I live with my anger issued sister, Moon. She's always too busy with anger management to notice that I'm suicidal. I cut myself when she's gone. I go to Fairy Tail high and no one notices me. Which is great, no attention equals no bullying. Unless you're, Lisanna Strauss. She torments me and makes sure no one knows.

Moon doesn't go to school with me. She goes to Dragon high. "ROGUE GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OUT OF BED!" I heard a raspy girls voice yell. Yep, that's my sister. I sat up and looked at myself in the mirror. My skins pale, my eyes are a blazing red, and my black hair goes to my shoulders. "ROGUE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE LATE FOR YOUR FIRST DAY OF MOTHER FUDGING SCHOOL!" I sighed and rolled out of my bed.

I put jeans, a grey shirt, black hoodie, and converse. I walked down the stairs and saw Moon inhaling and exhaling. "Sorry, anger issues." She apologized. I smiled at her and kissed her head. "Just like dad." Moon whispered and kissed my cheek. "Just like mom." I said. We stood in silence before I had to leave. "Bye, Moon." I waved bye and she waved back. I walked down to the bus stop and made it right when the bus came. The doors opened and Ms. MiraJane was looking back at me. "Morning, Rogue." She waved and I smiled shyly. When I looked for a seat everyone didn't even take a glance at me. I sat at the way back with on one. I put on my headphones and started listening to music. I waited until we got to school to even consider going in. I ended up going in and regretting it. Everyone was running and I was trampled to the ground.

When I got up I was nearly late to class. I managed to make it before the bell rang. I sat in the back of my class with my notebook full of doodles. I was drawing a picture of my parents, Skiadrum and Nirvana. They both had black hair and silver eyes. When class ended I walked to my next class, P.E. I walked into the locker room and no one noticed me. I changed into my gym uniform, grey shirts and black shorts. I walked into the gymnasium. "Today we're running laps! A manly thing!" Our gym teacher, Elfman Strauss, yelled.

We all groaned, well except me. When the whistle blowed we all started sprinted. I was at the head but again, no one saw me. When we all finished Elfman announced the score. (Play music) "Our fastest, as always, is Sting!" Everyone cheered and congratulated the blonde. As always, Sting over shines me. I sighed. When class was dismissed I walked into the locker room and all I heard were congratulations on 'the best score' to Sting. "I got the best score." I mumbled under my breath and continued changing.

I walked out of the locker room and spent the rest of the day listening to Sting get congratulations. I would always just say under my breath, "that was my score." I walked to the cafeteria and still heard the compliments towards Sting. I sighed and sat alone at a table. When the day ended I ride the bus home. I walked off the bus and into my house to find....no one. I smiled and ran up the stairs to the bathroom. I pulled out Moon's old razor and got to work on my wrists. I finally made ten cuts before I starting getting dizzy. Right when I was about to run into the light I was pushed back.

I woke up covered in blood. Every time I almost die I'm pushed back into life. I think it's my parents telling me to live. If they saw me right now. I closed my eyes and fell asleep in the bathroom. What I didn't know at the time was that there was one person in that school who actually noticed me.