𝓚-𝓹𝓸𝓹 𝓢𝓱𝓲𝓹𝓼.

"First Love"/Yoonmin

I remember our finest moments. I would play my brown piano in the corner of the room, while you sat and observed. I remember after playing a song I would look up to you for approval. Seeing your smile would always let me know. We went through thick and thin, but we were always there for each other. We would always have our fights, but we would get over them. Except for that one time. You wanted to do it. You wanted to leave me. To destroy our friendship for him. By that time I hadn't realized I had fallen for you. We went our separate ways. You were his, and I was alone. Years went by, and we never talked. I felt bad for never trying to rekindle our friendship, but you seemingly had the perfect life without me. There was an emptiness inside of me that I couldn't fill. I spent nights trying not to think about you, but intern I only ended up falling for you. I remember when I saw you walk by in the hallway. You looked completely different from the Jimin I knew. I tried to say hi, but you only scoffed at me, and ran to him. At that moment, I saw how much he changed you. I began to realize things that I didn't realize before. I saw the way he treated you, and the way you stood there and took it. But no matter my efforts, you never replied. I began to see how neglected you were. The life I thought you were living was only a illusion in my head, put up to help me coup with the fact that you were gone. The only thing I had left was a picture of you and I in front of the Brown Piano. I would look at it and ask it were i went wrong, and how things ended up this way, and strangely enough it seemed to talk back. It said "Even if I go, Don't worry. Because you'll do well on your own. I think of the time I first met you, at some moment you just became bigger. You put a period on our relationship, but don't be sorry towards me. Whatever form I take, you'll see me again. Lets meet happily again at that time." I remember going outside at around 3:00 in the morning seeing you crying on my porch. A bruised cheek, and a broken heart. I awkwardly caressed you, in an effort to comfort you. Even though you were gone for a long time, you didn't try to push me away. You took me in with open arms. At that moment I realized, I was nothing without you. That emptiness I felt inside was the space that you took up. We sat there until dawn, trying to catch up on everything we missed over the years. Until you said the words that I will never forget. "Don't let go of my hand forever, because I won't let you go either." That same day I went looking for you, and boy what a mistake that was. There you were back in his arms, and in mine my face trying to hold back the tears. I went home a mess. Crying and Laughing I burned our picture. The moments we spent together now distant memories in my mind. I can't do this anymore. I remember after that I fell into a state of depression no one could pull me out of. I pushed you away even when you tried to explain. You were gone in my mind and so was I. But you stayed by my side. Even if I wouldn't acknowledge you. You claimed that you were not going to let go of me a second time, no matter how much I begged you. You were going to stay with me forever holding my hand. And that's when I gave up. I let you explain. And Park Jimin, I'm glad I did. Thank you. Because of you I now know. My First Love never left me. He was always there guiding me through. I love you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I dedicate this story to Rainspirits 

Check out her Prequel to the Story "The Good That Won't Come Out", "First Love" but make sure to read "The Good That Won't Come Out" first.

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