𝓚-𝓹𝓸𝓹 𝓢𝓱𝓲𝓹𝓼.

"Danger"/Namjin

Your in Danger. Kim Namjoon

I've had enough of this. You don't even act like I'm your boyfriend. One minute you can't get enough, and the next minute you can't stand me. Yet still I love you. What kind of trance did you put me under Namjoon.

We both say we love each other, but at the same time we don't. Your "I Love You"'s are very monotone, and robot like. They don't have any emotion behind them. While my "I Love You"'s are from deep down in my heart. They are filled with as much love and passion i can give. I don't have anyone but you. My world would be incomplete without you. It might sound cheesy, but it is the best way I could put it. Because my love for you is beyond words. But I don't think I can say the same for you. There still seems to be a barrier between us. I just can understand you quite enough.

Maybe It's was your flashy dimples, or maybe it was the way you would look at me. Either way, we fell hard for each other. But it seems to me that at some point, you climbed back up, and looked back at your fall like it was nothing. But even so I kept chasing after you. I could tell that you were starting to get a little detached, but you still said you loved me. You were a cutie, and I was pitiful. I hope one day you will look at me and remember the reason we started dating. I wish that you would love me more than I loved you.

You were all I could think about, but it was easy for you to stop thinking about me. It was driving me insane. Why do you play me like this? Why do you say you love me, but not mean it? WHY!? I'm starting to crack. I can't take it anymore. I'm warning you Kim Namjoon. You are in Danger.

Do you think that our relationship is a joke? What are you trying to prove? Am I even your boyfriend at this point. The only thing keeping me sane is the love for you that still burns inside me. But Namjoon, all fires come to an end. Until the day comes where my love for you dies. You better hope that I don't snap.

Okay

I'll admit it.

I talk all this talk, but on the inside I am just really confused. Why don't you treat me like any other boyfriend would treat their boyfriend. I hurt so much because of you. Some nights I cry myself to sleep wondering what I did wrong. The more I think about it, the more I realize. The one in danger. Is me.

I am in Danger,

of losing you.

You don't send me any of your love, and I am looking for ways to get to you. I need to know your true feelings. It's gotten worse. I can't remember the last time you said you loved me to my face. Sometimes you would send a text, but those were rare. Was this really the kind of relationship I wanted.

Was this the kind of relationship I deserved?

Where did all the passion in our love story go. I don't think I recognize the person standing right in front of me. It's not like you to just neglect my love. I would do anything for you, but nowadays you don't seem to care. You take my love for granted. Nowadays I have to go to great lengths to find out little details about you. When did we start to drift apart. You shook my heart. You used up all of my love, and are still trying to suck up the little bits and pieces that are left. This slowly turned into a one-sided relationship, but I don't think its worth it. If you would be happier as friends I can understand that. I won't waste anymore love on you. I didn't beat love, love beat me.

I was going to break it off. To end all of my suffering. But before I could finish my sentence, you pulled me close. You sobbed and sobbed. You said you didn't wan't me to go, and how you were so regally sorry that you messed up this bad. You said that you realized the distance between us but just didn't know how to confront it. You were scared of losing me too, but you didn't know how to express your feelings. You were afraid you would break something again. But this time it would be a someone. You said you loved me. You said you loved me with passion. They weren't just empty words spouting out of your mouth anymore. At this point I was even more confused. I was glad we were back to a state of happiness in our relationship, but i was still confused. Why didn't we try? Why did we not talk to each other sooner? I already know the answer.

We were drifting apart....

....because we were in Danger.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I dedicate this story to The_Three_ARMYs .  This was my first ever Namjin story surprisingly. I had always shipped it, but I never read or attempted writing a story on them. This was very interesting, and you opened my eyes. I think I will look into Namjin some more. Thank you!!