The time when I lost

My Lesson

No one wants to read a piece of negativity and feel even more depressed. But rather reading something that could immensely help you out of the situation is something we ought to look for.

Everyone could go on writing about their loses endlessly. The vast range is too unpredictable.
My lose was nothing sort of a game or a broken heart or a loved one. It was worse.

It would have been totally fine if some stranger or an acquaintance had hurt me, but it hurts the most when it turns out to be your own best friend, one whom you considered your shadow. Well, my chance was too good that it wasn't one but two of my best friends.
And the reason, a very silly one - relationship.
This is one word , that I have started to hate the most.

Well, this is the part where I rant, rant about all that i wanted to say but couldn't.
I am not that person who says you're supposed to not have a boyfriend or all that.
I was totally fine with all that. Until both my best friends got into relationship, and guess what. I was their cupid and luckily enough all ended well in the fairy tale but not in my case.
They started going out, movies, made plans, trips.
Slowly , I started to fade off from their lives, they never remembered me anymore.
I became someone who they could just give some excuses and get away.
When i confronted, a beautiful answer awaited me.
"Is it wrong that we spent time with our boyfriends with whom we are supposed to spend rest of our lives?"
Oh good heavens! You are not at all wrong but does that mean in any way that you leave behind your friend who had been all along with you through all times, is that person supposed to act as if all is well and act all cool. Oh sorry,I'm not that good an actor, I am tired of this game. No need having sympathies for me, I never want to be anyone's option. I demand self respect.

But had I blabbered all those then, I would have been nothing. You lose stuff, find better ones or better alternatives. I lost 2 of my friends whom I considered my shadow. And from that lose, I learnt a valuable lesson, all of us hold temporary posts in others life. There's nothing that can't be replaced. And so one day it is going to be your turn.
Realising this can be hard, saying it out could be the easiest, but living through it is the worst.
Leave away from attachments, the best way you can make sure of avoiding this unwanted pain.

Mark my words, Everything gets replaced.

Yeah, as I think you would be wondering about me, I am all upside down in this world, will be back with my new novel Rachelle !
Until then keep reading my blogs and stories....
Love you all,
It feels so relaxed after all the ranting !
Thank you for bearing me and my writing!