I rested my head on my pillow staring into space with my phone at one hand.
I felt a tear escape my eyes. i absentmindedly wiped them off and looked at my wet finger. i was interrupted by the vibration of my phone. i looked at the screen.
14/05/2017
2:17 am
Kim Taehyung: thank you for staying ... Jimin..
I smiled.
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2 hours before
"Tae? w-whats wrong? why are you crying"
Is this a question you should be even asking?
he didn't response he continued crying and whimpering, utterning words i couldn't understand.
"m-my..my-"
"Tae" i firmly said as if i was cupping his face " listen to me, take a deep breath"
the line went silent and i could hear him taking in deep heavy breaths.
"better?"
he hummed in response and gulped before speaking.
"m-my friend... a very close friend died a few days ago.."
i choked on my own breath when i heard him . Shocked. my voice wouldn't leave my throat.
What hurt me more was the fact that he was trying to contacting me all these days and i was too much of a bitch. The bitch who only cared about himself.
"Tae..im so..sor-"
"I thought" he cut me off midway "you left me alone like he did.. you didn't reply to my messages, I got worried..you mean alot to me Jimin, the thought of you abandoning me hurts... "
"Im sorry ... for everything.."
My eyes pouring out salty tears.
"..for things ive done and have not..Im.." a frustrated sigh leaving my lips "im such a horrible person.."
"Jimin...its okay, stop blaming yourself,its not your fault"
Tae's usual deep voice sounding gentle and calm.
"....its partly my fault. The reason why tears are on your cheeks..im a part of it. A cause-"
"And the one who stopped them."
The warmth and sincerity in his tone, made me feel something else.
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Lol an update after 56 years
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Insomnia ◆ 뵈민
FanfictionEvery night he stays awake blaming insomnia - ●vmin texts● 뵈민 - A/N Jimin and Taehyung it's ya regular vmin ff with your usual cockblocking Jk *winkwonk* . Don't read if you ain't into basic shit cause that was me back at 2017,"basic" . I'm just go...
