Day #6

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It's been 3 days, and I haven't replied to any of taehyungs messages .
Ever since he mentioned Holly, I've been off.  Why did he have to mention her. I don't even know her but frankly I don't think I like her that much. The fact that she's constantly with taehyung makes me ... jealous.

But it's not his fault, I can't blame him. Maybe I'm just being a brat about it.


12/05/2017

1:23 am

Kim Taehyung : Jiminiee~

Kim Taehyung : are you ok? Everything alright ?

Kim Taehyung : message me when you see this.


13/05/2017

2:07 am

Kim Taehyung : are you mad at me?

Kim Taehyung : did I do or say something wrong?

Kim Taehyung : ill try to make it better

Kim Taehyung : just please don't ignore me...

Kim Taehyung : I..I really miss you..


14/05/2017

12:37 am

Kim Taehyung : you're not even receiving my calls...

Kim Taehyung : are you finally tired of me?

I reread all of his messages, and it hurt me so much. My ignorance is hurting him so much .I don't want to ignore him, in fact I want to talk to him every night, i don't mind if it's just him ranting running out of noodles or how he fell down the stairs the other night.

I want to talk.

But my heart feels broken.


[1 NEW MESSAGE ]

Kim Taehyung : I'm sorry..

Fuck it. Fuck Holly . Everything. Its all my fault.

I didn't reply to him instead I called him.

He picked it up pretty quickly . The line was silent.

"Tae, you there?"

No response

" Tae, you have nothing to apologise for I should be the one who's sorry just please-"

I heard him sniff and I felt drowned with guilt.

"T-Tae? Are you crying"

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A/N
This will be the last update for now , I have my boards next Friday and I won't be back until the 3rd week of April . Until then please wait ♡

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