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I sit on my bed. I look at the box on the bedside table, I reach over and put it on my lap. I reach in, the first thing I grab is a small pink stuffed bunny. I feel the tears in my eyes. This was the bunny that I gave her on her first Easter, I put it on my pillow. I reach in again. I could feel myself on the edge of breaking down, the next item was a little white angel. I gave this to Bella when she was diagnosed with cancer. She used to hold it whenever she had to get treated. I was about to burst into tears when I heard a knock on the door. I grab the doll and walk to the door. I open it. I see a UPS delivery man. He hands me a package. I take the box from him and sign the paper. I close the door and walk to my room. I tear the box open and dig through. I find a note first, I read it. Dear Brie, I am sorry for your loss, I know you don't know about me and that I left you alone with a sick little girl but I was even sicker...I was on drugs and it seemed right at the moment. I know I have hurt you, you may hate me but I love you and I never stopped. I wish I was there to say good bye to Bella and I wish I was able to comfort you. I hope you can manage, I bet you had a stronger bond with her than I did. I put some stuff in the box. I am better, I work as a jewelry designer, so maybe we can meet and catch up. I hope you can forgive me, but I messed up and I'm sorry...Love...Mom. I put the note to the side, I dump the box out on the bed. I see a folder, a large envelope, and a smaller box. I reach for the folder first. I open it and gasp. I see 3 plane tickets to Paris. I have always wanted to go to Paris. I move on, I grab the envelope and open it. I cover my mouth with my hand so I wouldn't scream bloody murder. I saw 5 thousand dollars in the envelope, what is happening. I was blown away. Next I reach for the small box, I quickly opened it, I see a beautiful necklace with three names. Brie on one heart, Bella on another heart, and Mom on a peace in the middle, we were all together. I put it on, it was beautiful. Bella never knew about our mom, but I knew her well. I miss her, I am upset with her, but I also want to see her. I'm confused. I just leave, before I get worse then I already am, I have to go to Bella's funeral. I am going to be the only family to Bella, blood wise. I walk to my car and get in. I drive to the funeral home, I stop at Starbucks on the way. I arrive at the funeral home and walk in, I see a couple of her friends from the hospital here. I glance around the room and see Margaret over by the casket. I walk over, I see Bella in the casket with the same necklace. I look over at Margaret. "It came In the mail, said it was from her mom, so I put the necklace on" she says lightly. I look at Bella for a little bit more, I remember the memories we had. I burst in tears, everyone looks over. They all come rushing over to comfort me, the doors to the home open, and the same four boys from Nandos come walking in. Do they stalk me or something. They see me and rush over. "What are you doing here" I say. They point over to Lux, one of Bella's friends. "That's our friends daughter, said her friend died, told us to come comfort her" the curly hair boy says. "What are YOU doing here". I point to Bella in the basket. "We're sisters" I say, about to burst into tears again. Margaret hugs me. I calm down, but I'm still letting tears fall. "If you could all get in your seats" the announcer says. We all get in our seats. They start talking, I cry a little bit harder when they started playing 'A Thousand years' I got up before they could announce me. I stood up there, looking like a mess. I started talking. "Bella and I were really close, we did everything together. We were two peas in a pod, she got diagnosed with brain cancer when she was one, she had to have therapy, she was always weak after. But whenever I would enter the room she would jump up, and greet me. She tried to make me think she was ok. She would make me laugh, even though I wanted to cry. She was the sweetest little girl in the world, and the best sister. She could always find the good in something. I wish she would have seen more of the world. Thank you" I say bawling my eyes out. I sit down. Everyone else says a few more things, till they had to put her underground. They carried her to a hole and put her in, I was sobbing by now. I felt a hand on my shoulder, I saw the blonde guy, he had a face of sympathy. I just stood there crying, the blonde guy pulled me into a hug. I pull away. "I don't even know your name, why are you hugging me" I ask. "My name is Niall...Niall Horan" He says. I just shrug and let him hug me. It feels
nice, to have someone to cry on. I'm not used to it. The funeral ends and I am heading towards my car, till Niall walks up. "You wanna get some coffee" He asks quietly. I have nothing better to do than cry. "Why not" I shrug. "Cool, meet me at...5-ish" He walks me to my car, we trade numbers, he just wrote his down on paper, considering my phone broke, and he walks off. I drive home to get ready. I put on a dark blue shirt that has sequins around the word 'QUEEN', some ripped jeans, a pair of black VANS, and I put my hair up. For makeup I just put concealer on my eyes for redness, and some light pink lipstick. I leave and get to Starbucks. I decided it would be better to wait and get my coffee when he gets here.

Sooo what did you guys think, it was bad and choppy in my opinion. Why do I make it so sad WHY SELF. Well I hope you have a fabulouis day my trashlings. (Trashlings is a good thing, so don't get offended). 😇

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