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Sophie's diary below beautiful I know
SOPHIE'S POV
DEAR DIARY,
School is starting soon Another day of school is like a thousand knife drenching through your oesophagus while having to deal with teachers and there so called 'sleeping class to help the student socialize and help there social life' when that's a lie just like when I was 7 my sister Sam aka Samantha told me unicorns are real until my 8th birthday party the unicorn's spiraling horn suddenly fell of it was just an ice cream cone what a waste of my time
The one thing in life that didn't bring negativity was my sleep until my nightmare began when I was 5 years old my mom killed herself Avalon my eldest sister was 12, Sam was 9 and both were unable to take care of each other so our father's sister Auntie May was a ball of sunshine she always help with my home work she was the spark to my fire she provided more than we needed to be honest she was like a mother I never had she got married in the past her son copper's father died of a heart attack even though he was of a young age it was tragic we've met him before he was a clone of Auntie May up to this day I still hear Auntie May crying over her lost like when dad died of a drunk driver
..FLASH BACK..
...But life went on things happen but some never forgotten I still remember when mom died I was the only one home Sammy was at Swim practise Ava was with grandma learning to sew and me and mom were staying home the weekend was boring and I was crying because Jessi Hay tormented me so I went downstairs ready for my cooking lesson with mom don't worry I did not cook I just listened mom was a great cook after my lesson I finished eating the casserole that mom had made with fries and orange juice I toke a nap I saw a note in blood
DEAR MY SWEET BABY SOPHIE,
I KNOW ITS YOU ITS PROBABLY TIME TO PICK UP YOUR SISTERS AND YOU CAME TO REMIND ME BUT I LOVE YOU AND TELL THEM I LOVE THEM ENDLESSLY WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD HOW EVER I CANT GO WITHOUT YOUR FATHER AND IM UNHAPPY SEEING YOU GUYS MAKE ME HAPPY BUT WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN IM NOT HAPPY
YOUR MOM THE ONE AND ONLY,MARIAH
my life is so complicated I don't think I can make it but ill try cause its what mom would have wanted all those lonely nights wishing I would died and be gone ever so painlessly but I am holding on because I am a survivor and I will not be weak in the face of my enemies I have a life that some wish they had and I am going to live without regret and I will become a brave person I never knew I was
The life that I live is the live I shall continue living happily and enjoy because of my sisters my aunt and my cousin that I used to have copper went to live with his father's parent she thought it would be best since they don't have copper's father and to help them stray away from depression like me when mom died I didn't take for 2 months straight I ate slept I couldn't ever move when I saw her there lying on the cold floor I just laid beside her hoping she would wake up and it was a dream but guess what? she didn't she left me in pain she took her life like we weren't even important but with therapy and a lot of YouTube I forgave but never forget like they say if you for get they will do it again
I don't think I can be that girl who sees the good in people cause if you do you are easily a target they destroy you piece by piece so I made myself stronger and I know if I get hurt it would hurt less cause that's what I expect no matter who you are you cant hurt me but on the outside I am sweet and caring I love nature and animal especially they are all wonderfully made and we are suppose to take care of them but we hurt them soon there will be none left so I am just going to care for them for as long as I can
In the end I love everyone no matter what you say or do I believe in second chances but if you hurt me I will break your arms without a tear to my eye and with a smile on my face some may say I'm cold-hearted but I don't like people who think its nice to hurt others and bulling is horrible no body deserves to get bullied
They say its the way of life to thicken your skin but they just say it because they don't care so they brush you off and what happens you get bullied more it gets worse and if only you had the courage to speak up or punch some one in the face maybe just maybe you would still be pushing through life
But we should live off of love and not hate no matter what any one says just be true to you and be your self speaking from someone with experience don't change not for me not for your family not for your friend and that's the secret to life the code to surviving love yourself according to Justin Bieber love your life love the fact that you are breathing love the fact that you are moving and that you are alive and well most time and you will make it just believe and dream you will be the best you, you can be live life to the fullest YOLO......life is worth living "Justin Bieber"
SIGN SOPHIE
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