Parud: Sealed With A KISS...

Chapter 41

Rudra's POV

I dont know what happens to me when I see her. Holly crap, why do I behave so irrational with her. My brain was fuming with frustration and thoughts as I took a bath and got into a blue sweatshirt with a pair of blue denims. I came out of the bathroom to find the room empty. Parvati have already left. Man, I looked around the place and started getting suffocated with all the memories this place have. Shit, how can I kiss Parvati in the room which belongs to Sapna. Oh no!!! I have been doing all crap since past one month. What is wrong with me? Damn...

I quickly ran out of this place before my head blasts. I went down and got into my car to drive away from here. My mind kept taking me back to Parvati and how I was lossing myself with her in that damn pool. Her heartbeats become so fast when ever she comes close to me. I don't know if she likes me or not but we surely are not good for each other. I have been trying to control myself but my luck just dont help and rather brings close to her, so close to even stay apart. Shit!!!Thinking about all of this, I unknowingly kept driving and reached to a place which I din't even realize until I passed the entrance and see my hostel. The place where I have lived for 4 years and the very same place which I haven't been since last 4 years. Damn what am I doing here? I hate coming to this place because of all the good and bad memories attached with it. I don't really know what to do but I kept driving and pass different buildings for different blocks. I wanted to take a turn and go out from here but then this was the best place to distract me from the flashes of Parvati. She was just not leaving my head and this seems a good option. My brain is filled up with so many things that I cant think straight. Suddenly I stopped right infront of the building which belonged to me. The "B3 block" for Business students. I don't have the energy to go inside the building so I kept staring at it from my car. I am so angry from inside and slowly my brain took me to my past where Parvati was not a part of my life and it was completely different. I was not like how I am now. I kept thinking about it and felt disgusted when suddenly I hear my phone ringing. I held it to see 'Viraaj' flashing on the screen.

What does he need now? I think to myself and answered the call.

"Yes."

"Hey Rudra where are you man?" Viraaj asks.

I felt pissed at him for calling me at this point of time. But I took a deep breathe and said;

"I am out, somewhere. Why? Whats the matter?"

"Actually I was looking for you, just wanted to know how come Parvati came to know about the changes?"

Oh damn, why does he always have to be so annoying. I wanted to bash him for being a jerk but I thought to keep myself calm.

"Well, I told her. Is there a problem in that?" I wanted him to say the real thing himself and so I said the truth.

"Oh, woow. But I thought you never liked Parvati and you said that you haven't forgotten the insult she did. So then why you helped her?" Viraaj told exactly what I knew he would say. He is the same old Viraaj from collage.

"Viraaj, listen alright. I know everything that I have to do with her or anyone so please don't remind me. I suggested you her name and you better work with her. I have already disturbed her enough while searching a secretary for me and also by suddenly getting her to London for this meeting when it was being planned since one month. So please don't tell me what I should do. Instead you tell me, wasn't you too searching her before the meeting to tell her about the changes? I was with her when you kept calling Parvati so many times. Why did you do that?"

"Uhh--hmm- yeah I did called her but that was just to know were was she. Nothing more." Viraaj hesitates a little.

"Dont lie Viraaj, I saw your expressions when she told you that she know about the new changes in the presentation."