Dear Karena,
All of a sudden a feel so fucking angry, and it's not directed at anything. Then I feel so sad the next, and then I'm annoyed at everything and want to beat the shit out of anything. Homework is not helping in the least. I want to burn all of it. I'm really pissed off by my internet speed, it's so slow, and at this point in the day I have zero patience for everything. I'm just a mess ugh.
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Sometimes I regret that I didn't talk to you much, despite us being related. Sometimes I think that you're just on a really really long trip instead of your ashes somewhere in china.
Love,
Lee