Met You For A Reason

Prolouge

Philophobia (n.)
fear of being in or falling in love

Hindi ko kaya... ulit ang magmahal. It's too difficult to love someone na hindi ka naman kayang mahalin pabalik. It was my first love but he doesn't feel the same way. My first love and my first heartbreak.

Anagapesis (n.)
No longer feeling any affection for someone you once loved

Naranasan ko nang magmahal noon pero nang maramdaman ko ulit iyon ay naging iba na, siya na lang palagi ang nasa isip ko. Mula nung dumating siya sa buhay ko,  Bakit ba andali kong mahulog sa mga taong hindi din naman ako kayang mahalin pabalik? I'm that too unlucky when it comes to love?

Whelve (v.)
to bury something deep; to hide

Mas maganda na lang na itago ko ang nararamdaman ko at hayaang mawala. Pero it seems like it's so hard to hide it when you really fell hard for him. And also yung nakaraan na gusto ko nang ibaon sa limot.

Eccedentesiast (n.)
someone who hides pain behind a smile

Smile is the best thing to hide the pain. Kahit ang sakit sakit na pero wala kong magawa kundi itago at umiyak kapag tumalikod kana. Sa hirap ng mga pinagdaanan ko all I can do is to smile brightly though it hurts. I hope someday I can smile widely without pain.

Tinatangi (n.)
Special someone

Someday, darating din ang para sa akin. Yung mamahalin din ako pabalik. All I can do is to wait for that someone that will make me happy. And I can be full of happiness together with that someone.

I'll met him for a reason.

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Skinny Love (n.)
when two people love each other, but they are too shy to admit it yet they show it anyway.

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