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'There's something i need to tell you. I was wrong to slash out at you...i was stupid, and an idiot...i was harsh. I shouldn't have let my jelousy get the best of me. After all Hansung is your best friend. I was foolish. I just, when i walked into the room...and saw you two together....just made me feel like i was useless. Any man could steal you, your not ugly...your beautiful, and precious...i- 'No...i understand...you were jealous...it was my fault i triggered you- 'No! You...you don't understand. I don't know...i feel weird whenever im around you...i just, i'v never felt this way before. My heart racing...i cant control the feeling. I don't understand. I try to control my mouth but before i can i'm spitting rubbish.' he looked at me intimately. Then pulled my arm so i was only a few inches from him. 

'Listen. I only want you to hear me. I know this is so stupid. Though i think...i love you.' he said. I gaped, my eyes widened... i knew maybe he had feelings....but i didn't know it'd be this shocking.

He pulled me closer his hand on my back. 'Y-yeo wool-' i began, why was i last to show my feelings?! I fumbled...why couldn't i say it. Those same exact words...why? why? why?

Why was it so hard to just say 'I love you too.' 'Yeo wool...i cant- 'Shh dont speak.' he said, and he lifted my chin and placed the lips i had longed to taste onto mine.

Pulling my head closer to his and kissing me harder, i melted into him almost falling, as he slowly pushed my to the soft grass. Then began kissing me passionately. 

He pulled away. Our breaths mixed and he got up from me, He took a breather. Then lifted my chin once more.

'I longed so long to do that.' he said, his face red. Then something else that seemed like a tear, falling down his cheek. 'Yeo wool.' i said, reaching to wipe it. He gripped my hand. 'Please...it's embarrassing.' he said looking away. I nodded. We sat on the grass looking up at the stars for a bit.

'Let me walk you to Hansungs house.' he said, i nodded. we walked to Hansungs house. Then Yeo wool placed a peck on my lips. 'Im gonna see you later...right?' he asked, I was still speechless. 'I love you...' i heard words fall from my lips. He smiled, then kissed me one more time before leaving.

I walked to the gate of Hansungs house and the maid opened the door. Then the minute i stepped in i heard arguing. And hitting?

What was going on. Hansung? No...

I rushed to where the groans of pain and yelling was coming from. Then saw Hansungs dad hitting Dan Se who lay on the floor with bruises. 'You are a pathetic disgrace to this family. You are supposed to act as the oldest yet here you are! Worthless bastard. This is what you get!' he shouted, as he spat at the figure of Dan Se. I felt tears fill my eyes. 

No...nonono!

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