Jo Yoon Woo X Reader | A Hwarang Fanfic

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I felt a sharp pain in my chest. Blood...was all i could see, my vision...blurry. What's happening to me?

I looked up, My brother had this ghastly look of fear in his eyes. 'W-what...- what have you...done?' He was shaking, I felt like my insides would turn on me, and spill out of my mouth. This pain...it hurt so much...it felt like i was going to die. 

Though...there was a strange smell all along. I had smelt it before in grandfathers room, it smelt like poison. 'T-the oil...grandfather sent...why do you have it on your blade?' i choked. I was struggling to stand. Though i was supported by sunwoo. I felt my vision fade as i was slowly being choked from the inside.

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'W-why did y-you...d-do i-iitt...hyunggng...y-your...a-a...g-g-good personn....' Hansung gasped heavily. his eyes blinked and all you could see was the plain white in his eyes, he tried breathing heavily  if he was fighting to stay awake. Sunwoo stared up hatred ans shock in his eyes, at Dan se who was speechless. 'What have you done you jerk! WHAT DO YOU KNOW!' yelled Sunwoo, Dan se still looking at his slowly dying brother. 'P-poison...' he began, and gulped 'i-it's poison.' Sunwoo felt more hatred for this man than he had before. He wanted to kill him. With complete shock and dread in his eyes, Holding onto Hansungs bloody hands tightly. Supporting his limp body. Sunwoo couldn not believe what he was hearing. he heaved and lifted Hansung in his arm, carrying him as he walked off. Hansung shivering and breathless. He ran off with his friends in his arms. 

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'Sunwoo....' i inhaled, it felt like life was leaving my eyes, i had to fight...i couldn't let death take over me. 'gwenchana...' i said, hoping i was comforting him enough. I remembered Ah roh, and how sweet she was when i had gotten injured. 'M-miss A-ahh...rrroh...will heal me.' i gasped. 'Y-yes...do not give up.' he replied, this gave me some hope...i could at least hold on. For him...i can. I choked as the pain grew to my lungs.

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Hansung continued to choke, as the pain grew worse and worse, slowly killing him, from the inside. The poison filled his lungs, making it hard for him to speak. Sunwoo determined to keep his friend alive slowed down his pace. Staring into the blank... would this be the end?

'You...y-you said you willl-- w-w-walk with me...right?' he murmerred. 'Do...not...h-hatee-- m-m-my brro---therr--' Sunwoo nodded, tears slowly rising to the brim of his eyes. 'Okay...i will not.' he replied whispering. 

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My body somehow had stopped moving. It was as if i was breathing underwater. I was loosing air...and i could not feel anything. Sunwoo had also stopped in his pace, I could feel his arms supporting me. I loved him, i could tell it was all coming to an end...this was my fate. I had to accept it. Though, i was glad, i did one last thing before it was too late...I did something for someone....i helped her, and i confessed. I was surprised i had come such a long way, i saved my hyung...i had my first kiss. And most of all, i got to see my sister the happiest ever, and see her with someone i trust. I had fulfilled my life, i was happy...atleast i had given her one last gift before it was too late. 

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Hansungs eyes, rolled to the back of his head, leaving blanlk lifeless, plain whites. Sunwoo, dropped down on his knees. He heaved, as tears started pouring, an emotion he hadn't felt in a long time, came pouring out of him. Screaming for the loss of his friend, he lay the lifeless body on his knees. Then with his breath he cried to the heavens. Lifting his head up to the sky.

This was what if felt like to loose someone you love, it would have been Ah roh, but now it had to be someone he hadn't interacted much with. This pain, was what made him feel as if he himself was dead. 

He wrapped his arms around his friend embracing him close to his chest.

Holding onto what once was a man full of joy, and delight. He held onto the body, which had lost its touch, and now was nothing more than a corpse, this was death...and he had witnessed it. No one could say he was a coward for not helping the poor man.

He had tried his best to rescue, him, though he felt deep down this was not enough. He had heard Hansungs lasts words, yet it felt it was not enough.

He knew he would soon be filled with regret. Yet...that itself was not enough.

What more could have happened if he hadn't intervened and let Dan se kill him? It would be him, in the position not Hansung. If he hadn't had neglected him that day he lay next to him in the bed. Would things have changed. 

Could it have been nothing more than a sorrowful death of his friend. More than the death of his own. It was not right, but he felt this pain in his chest. His tear stained face filled with dread, as he carried the lifeless body into hwarang court. They all gathered around him,

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 'What is wrong...with him...'i asked concerned...it couldn't be what i thought it was. Sunwoo sat still not answering... as the silence grew it was clear. I felt a sharp pain in my chest, as a bulge formed in my throat, i stared back at Sunwoo then at Hansung, my eyes filled with tears, as i dropped dow 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!' i shouted, Hansung still did not speak. Which made me angrier. How...and why? Why...and...how?!

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Yeo wool was too shocked to compress this, so he shouted again hoping... as if it would awake Hansung, the tears grew as he understood the mans silence. He gently supported Hansungs head and rested it against his arm. This couldn't be happening to his friend...not like this. Why him?!

Hwarang all knew what this meant. Silence grew, and not even a single person spoke... Not a single sound, could be heard except for the sobbing of Yeo wool. As Sunwoo sat crying softly. 

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Im sorry!!!!!! DONT HATE ME!!!!!!! I FELT HORRIBLE WRITING THIS CHAPTERR!

BUT IT HAD TO HAPPEN! T_T HANSUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE SAD STORIES! BUT HERE I AM WRITING ONEE!!!!!!!!!!