Stranded || Ethan Dolan |✔️|

E L E V E N

Morgan

I wake up and I don't feel Ethan's warmness and I frown. I get up and stretch going into the bathroom and brushing my teeth. I go downstairs and don't see Ethan but only Grayson

"Hey gray good morning" I said while stretching one more time

"Hey Morgan good morning" Grayson said

"Where's e?" I ask

"He is in town he's coming back tonight. He went out on a date but he wanted to spend the whole day there" Grayson said

I nod not showing emotion even though my heart shattered. I shake my head

Don't get attached to him he will hurt you

I eat breakfast then I go into the living room getting comfortable on the couch I turn on the tv and watch spongebob. I stay there till three episodes are over then I go upstairs and take a shower. I put on the warm water and start to take off my clothes putting them into a basket.

I touch the water to see if it's warm and it is so I go in and do my business. I then turn off the water and get out drying myself and putting my hair up into the towel. I go into my closet and put on a black sweatshirt and black Nike shorts.

I take the towel off of my head and brush my hair and leave it to air dry. I go downstairs to see Grayson watching YouTube on his tv

"What ya watching?" I ask sitting down on the couch

"Vines" Grayson said

"What's that?" I ask

"It was an app that we did 6 second videos on and got famous from. We started when we were 13 and it died a few months ago" Grayson said

I nod and watch them some making me laugh and some making me laugh really hard.

After that I decided to clean my room. I get the basket full of dirty clothes and go into the laundry room sorting them into the colors and putting some in at a time and some in the drier.

I go into the kitchen washing he dishes and cleaning the table. I go back upstairs and do my bed and then go downstairs and wait until the laundry is done so I can put more clothes in.

"Wanna play cards?" I ask

"Sure"Grayson said

We decided to play war instead of go fish and solitary.

"How do you play again?" Grayson asks

"Ok so we both flip a card at the same time and see which one is bigger. So if I put out a ace of spades and you pull out a queen I get your card because aces wins over all of the cards" I explain, he nods

"What if you get the same card as the other player?" Grayson asks

"Then you pull out four. On the first one you say I. On the second one you say De. On the third one you say Clare. On the last one you flip it and say War. And whoever gets a higher card wins all the cards" I said

He nods and we play until someone loses and that someone is me.

"I lost" I said as I laugh

"Yup" Grayson said while laughing

"This is fun" Grayson said

"You make it fun" Grayson adds and I blush and smile

"Thanks bestie" I said while bowing a kiss to him

"How do you play go fish?" He asks

"We both get seven cards and you can look at this time by the way. And if you have a pair in your deck then you set them aside. Then you ask the other player who has what card" I said

He nods once more and we play.

"I won!" I said as I smile

"Yup" Grayson said while giving me a high five

7:53. Pm

I hear the door open and close and I already know it Ethan. I smile and see Ethan come into the living room. He wasn't alone though he was with a girl. I smile and I greet them.

Smile through the pain

"Hey I'm Morgan" I said asking her hand

"Hi I'm Alana" she says shaking my hand

"Hey E" I said while doing a little handshake

"Hey M" Ethan said

"Hey bro" Ethan said

"Hey" Grayson said

I motion Grayson to come over here since Alana is a new guest

"Hey I'm Grayson, Ethan's twin brother" Grayson said

"Hi I'm Alana" she said

She looked nervous and so fragile... Ethan looks at her with so much love almost and puts an arm around her shoulder.

I feel my heart crack and I smile

"I'll go upstairs to do my work" I said

I go upstairs and do my homework and then bring the computer downstairs.

"What do you have for homework?" Ethan asks

"I have an essay due on mental illnesses. Like anxiety attacks, panic attacks and depression and all that" I said

I get up and drink my pills

"My uber is outside the gates" Alana said

"Oh ok" Ethan said

"Bye baby" Ethan said

"Bye babe" Alana said back

I felt so weak that I sat on the floor quietly

"What's wrong with you?" Ethan asks referring to why I'm on the floor

"Feel weak" I said

He nods and I crawl to my computer typing away.

At the end of my essay I put a message

Depression is not a thing to make fun about or anxiety because it's a really terrible thing to go through.

I see Ethan on his phone his thumbs typing and he turns off his phone.

"You have a girlfriend" I said awkwardly

"Yep and I actually have a good feeling about her" Ethan said

I smile

"I l-" I stop myself and turn off my computer going upstairs

"Goodnight guys!" I yell as I shut my door. I go into my bed and cuddle onto pillows and start to slowly fall asleep while looking at the stars and moon.

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A/N
Sorry I haven't been updating life is stressful and I don't have a lot of time this week but I'll update some worry :)