What A Beautiful Life

Chapter 3

A strong force hits me it was Annie, she had felt the need to jump on me to wake me up. It was 6:00 she was in such a god mood it put me in a better one. "Why do you feel the need to hurt me to wake me up?" She chuckled. "Your a sleepy head, I made you breakfast to cheer you up." 'shit I can't eat, I'll just purge later.' I force a smile not like she can tell "Thanks I appreciate it." It is nice she want to make me feel better. She gave me a great big smile. "Come on it's getting cold!" She raced out the door.

I get up and go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror, "You WILL eat she did all of this to make you feel better just because it's not going to work doesn't mean she has to know this." I put my hair in a bun and walk out to the kitchen. she was sitting in front on a pile of pancakes and bacon. The voices in my head start up "Look at all those calories." I start getting sick to my stomach just by looking at all of it. She smiles at me. I smile back "It looks great." I go down and finish it right away I go to 'get ready in the bathroom' I turn on the shower so no one can hear and I purge.

After I'm done I jump in the shower and get ready. I put on the cloths I had pulled out earlier. I look in the body length mirror hanging on the back of her door.

Looking and studying myself I notice everything about me. my blond hair flowing neatly to the center of my back. I was wearing my black ripped skinny jeans, my blue tank top shows out the bottom of my black and silver crop top. My blue eyes poping out like never before 'Must be from all the crying last night.' I came out of the bathroom around 6:30 so Annie can get in there. Soon after we were walking out the door and on our way to school.