internet friends // finn wolfhard

twenty-eight

I knew I was going to have to suffer the consequences of dating a celebrity, but this...this is just wrong. for one, I'm being slut shamed by random Wolfhard fans while he gets comforted by them. but, I can only blame myself for this, I signed up for this as soon as I kissed him. I guess this is what its like to date the famous.

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today is my last day in canada and I am devastated. finn's father damanded that everyone (sophia, jack, etc.) block me from everything and somehow convinced them that I'm a bad influence. thus resulting in me not even being able to leave my hotel without being ambushed by a group of Paparazzi asking if I've been jumping off any other cliffs lately.

so, here I am, walking down the airport floors, listening to Travis Scott-goosebumps trying to hype myself up but failing miserably.

❝sage! sage!❞

I heard a distant voice repeatedly scream my name along with the sudden feel of the ground shaking, almost like an earthquake. I knitted my eyebrows in confusion and turned around, only to see the most monumental sight ive seen since Beyoncé's pregnancy photo. finn is sprinting towards me, his face flushed and covered in wet tears, while being chased by security guards, and screaming fans.

I dropped my bags and covered my mouth in shock. by the time I decided to run towards him, he already knocked the wind out of me with the sudden collision. he embraced me in a hug, tighter than I've experienced in my life. he let out multiple sniffles as his hot tears hit my exposed shoulder. he then, grabbed my face and cupped my cheeks. ❝s-sage, p-please dont leave me. forget what my dad said, forget what anybody said, because their options dont matter. I am madly in love with you, and if you feel the same, you'll tell me right now.❞ he said, making my eyes water.

❝i-I can't...❞ I said, making my heart hurt.

he pulled apart and yelled out on top of the fans, ❝why!❞ I sniffled and combed my hair back with my fingers. ❝because then you'll have something to hold onto!...if I tell you how I really feel...you'll never let it go, you'll always have hope in this toxic relationship. and all I ever wanted was to make you happy, and I did it. and now its time to go back to what we were...complete strangers.❞ I said.

❝no!, all I ever wanted was you. you are my happiness, you are my light, you're the reason i get stupid butterflies whenever I think abiut our next conversation or a corny joke you said a week ago. sage, you're all I ever hoped for and more, and I dont plan on losing you anytime soon.❞

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I didnt think it was possible to miss someone so much until you havent talked nor seen your best friend in a week. this entire situation is ridiculous and I need to see finn. just one more selfie. one more hug. one more-

knock! knock!

the sound of light knocks came from my window. I threw my legs off my bed and began cautiously walking towards the window, then slowly separated the pastel pink curtains. moments later, I was met with the same dank meme i couldn't stop thinking about...wolfhard. ❝oh my god, finn! how did you-❞ I began to aske, trying my best not to make any noise. ❝uber.❞ he replied back casually, earning a small smile from me as tears began to line my eyes. i sniffled then opened the window, only to stop him from coming in. ❝look, i dont know how you got here or why you are but, you have to go home.❞ I told him, causing his smile to drop.

❝sage, I don't think you understand. I snuck away from home, spent approximately 8 hours sitting in front of a screaming baby, on the hottest plane ive ever been on in my life, took a train and 2 buses, then walked 3 miles all to see you. let. me. in.❞ he stated.

I opened the window, letting him in quiet as possible. the second he got onto his feet, I embraced him in a tight hug. my hand unknowingly gripped his hair while inhaling his pine scent. he then, pulled me closer, if that were possible, and buried his face into my shoulder. once we parted, he cupped my face and repeatedly peck kissed me. I quietly giggled and turn my head to avoid any more. ❝and i thought hannibal was crazy...❞, i began talking as i playfully pushed finn away from me.

❝you really wont give up will you?❞ I whispered, letting out a light snickle.
he gave me a closed mouth smile and pulled me to his chest by pulling the sides of my hips. ❝never.❞

I sighed, smiling while continuing to stare into his eyes, unable to look away. this boy, this meme, this pickle is willing to risk his career, accomplishments, and reputation for m-

knock! knock! knock!

the sudden sound of light knocking on my bedroom door startled both finn and I. ❝sage, honey? can i talk to you for a second sweetheart?❞ my mother's voice came from behind the door. we looked at each other in horror then, without warning, I pushed finn onto the ground, making a big thump. he was about to scream in pain, but I covered his mouth with my hand and kissed his cheek. ❝sorry.❞ I whispered to him.

❝ye-yeah mom, come on in.❞ I replied back, a little too enthusiastic to see her. she opened the door and she entered my room, beginning to walk towards my bed, but I stopped her. ❝n-no! you can't come over here!❞ I blurted out. she knitted her eyebrows and tilted her head. ❝and why is that?❞ she asked. ❝because...i-im sick.❞ I stated, ending my lie with an unconvincing cough. she then nodded her head and took a step back.

❝well, I just wanted to talk to you about the whole finn situation...I know this is hard on you not being able to see him.❞ she said, making me laugh inside but, painfully hold it in from the outside. ❝y-yeah its been a struggle. but, I guess somethings just we're meant to be.❞ I said, earning a pity smile from her. as she then began blabbing on about young love and her and my father's relationship as teenagers, I glanced down at finn and was on the verge of bursting into a pit of laughter.

he was silently screaming because there was a spider crawling up his leg. once he caught sight of me, his hand shot up in my direction as he painfully tried to grab mine. I gave in and pretended like I was looking for something. ❝s-sage sage, p-please get this hairy raisin off me. now.❞ he whispered, terrified by the small arachne. I giggled silently but stopped as soon my mom sighed.

❝well, let me stop blabbering on and let you go to bed.❞ she said, smiling at me. I smiled back and waved at her.
❝thanks for the talk, mom. goodnight.❞ I said, in my most innocent voice. ❝goodnight, sweetheart.❞ she finished, then left the room wearing a light grin. as soon as she left, finn yelled my name aloud, only to earn me covering his mouth again.

I cupped the spider in my hands and put it out the window, only to stand next to it and point outside. ❝now your turn.❞ I said, being completely serious. he furrowed his eyebrows in pouted shaking his head. then, before I knew it, he threw his shoes off onto the floor, and slipped into my bed. ❝one night. just one last night with you.❞ he begged, making me soon give in and sigh. ❝fine. but only one night. then we're shippung you right back tomorrow morning.❞ i playfully told him, as I dived under the covers next to him.

he laughed, sending his mint breath straight into my breath. then, we kinda just stared at each other again, no words said. ❝I envy all the cool guys here.❞ he random blurted out. ❝and why is that?❞ I asked. ❝because they can give you a normal life.❞

I'm terribly sorry loves (you know who u are), ive been super busy with studying, babysitting and now there's a wedding I'm going to be in. so...thats happening.. but plz dont think I'm flaking out on my bbs 💜