Let It Go (magcon fanfic)

Chapter 9

"Uh who's Nash?" I asked. Matt looked at me with wide eyes. "you know him! you kissed him remember?" Matt asked. "no...? I didn't kiss anyone while in DC." i answered. "Yes you did! That's why we had that talk!" Matt said. "Look." Cameron said and showed me a picture of this Nash character on his iPhone. "I don't remember him." I whispered. Cameron and Matt exchanged looks. did i have something with Nash? was he my boyfriend? nah... i was only in DC for a couple of days. "he was here this morning." Matt told me. "no he wasnt." i said. "Nash is going to flip!" Cameron exclaimed. "why?" i asked. "because he is in like love with you and hes been here everyday. after you two kissed he's been obsessed with you. and you don'y even remember him." he told me. "sorry...? there's really nothing i can do about loosing memory. so you can stop getting pissed off at me. and you can stop being assholes." i said. i got pissed off very eaisly. i just woke up like three hours ago, and im already being yelled at and having things thrown at me. "guys... it's just a symptom. her memory will come back in a few days. I'm sure if she talks to Nash, it will all come back to her." my mom spoke up. I completely forgot she was in the room, and i cussed. she hates when i cuss. "but she talked to Nash more than me. how does she remember me, but not him?" Cameron asked. "I don't know, but she'll remember. just give her time." my mom said. I sat there awkwardly. "do you want some food?" she asked me. "I want taco bell." i whined. "I can't bring fast food in." she replied. I groaned, but agreed to eat anything she brought me. After she left, another person came in, Carter. I remembered him, because he was the first person i met. "Hi Carter." i smiled. "Hi courtney." he smiled back. "We have a problem." Matt told Carter. "What?" Carter asked. "She doesn't remember Nash... and he's on his way. he should be walking in any minute." Matt answered. "shit man. Nash is going to flip out." carter said. I actually felt reallly bad for not remembering him. Just as I was thinking, Nash walked in. "Courtney! I'm so glad you're awake." he said. i smiled at him. "Nash..... Courtney doesn't remember you." Cameron told him. "What?" he laughed. he looked at me and I glanced down at my fingers. "Is that true?" he asked. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. Nash glanced down at his shoes. He is very attractive, but I couldn't see us having a thing. He doesn't look my type. "so you don't remember the kiss? or Taylor getting mad at me?" he asked. "No..."  I mumbled. "did we have a relationship?" i asked. He smiled and shook his head,"nah." I nodded. my mom brought my food back and i queitly ate the chicken salad. "I'm going to take Taylor home, then I'll be back, okay?" my mom said. "Okay... tell Taylor to come here for a minute." i said. Taylor walked into the room and i opened my arms wide. He stared at them for a few seconds then fell into them. "I love you Tay." i hugged him tightly. "I love you too." he whispered. i miss being close with him to be honest. and I think he feels bad, but he didn't do anything wrong. I was caught up with the past, which he only wanted help for me. Which i'm glad i got. "Do you forgive me for being a bitch?" i asked. "only if you forgive me for being one first." he smiled. "forgiven." i smiled. he left with my mom. "it's good you guys are good now." Matt said. "yeah.. it feels good." i smiled. "so what even happened between you guys?" Cameron asked. I sighed, "well.. I used to be into drugs about a year and a half ago. I snuck out of school with my girlfriend.. yes girlfriend I USED to be bi.. and nobody knew. but then i realized i didn't like that. but anyways we'd sneak out to her car and smoke weed. Then when we broke up. i went back to just guys. I began sleeping around. alot. and i started cocaine, with my ex-boyfriend. people at school started bullying me, calling me a slut, because i had sex with another guy, while having a boyfriend. Then i broke up with him, and became depressed. I smoked twice as much, started cutting, and took pills. Taylor found out and told my mom EVERYTHING. My mom made me get checked for aids, std's, everything. I had to be homeschooled, and Taylor did too so he could make sure i did my work. After that i got pissed off at him, i began getting anonymous dm's, telling me to kill myself and i was a slut and nobody liked me. but that's where i'm going to stop. I don't want to talk about that. And that's why we hated each other for so long." i said. "wow..." Carter said. "yeah... so stay in school and out of drugs." i said. they all just sat there.. in shock. "well i'm tired. so goodnight." i said, and rolled over to fall asleep. 

Sorry it took so long to update, my new update days are Wednesday and possibly Saturday's. This chapter was pretty boring at the beginning, but yay Taylor and Courtney are good now. So Courtney told her side of the story, which was more in detail, and taylor DID NOT know that Logan(Courtneys ex-girlfriend) was her girlfriend, like it said she didn't tell anyone she was bi. I didn't really know how to end this chapter..