My weird emo poetry

Me

I wish I could be the old me again.
The old me who didn't have to lie about how she was feeling or about what was on her mind.
The old me that would sing and dance wherever she went just to do it.
The old me who would share the first thing that came to mind.
The old me who would just do it.
The now me can't do any of that.
The now me is the me I hate and I've hated it for a while.
I just hope the future me is better.
I hope future me can learn to forgive and forget.
I hope future me will speak on her behalf and not just on others.
I hope the future me learns that she has a voice too.
I hope future me can learn to be a kid again.
Because now me sure can't.