Little Worsnop (Asking Alexandria Fan Fiction)

Chapter 24

Time skip five months.

Things were hard for me, and my depression that was so called gone, was kicking back in.

You're probaly thinking, but why? Life is fucking awsome for you.

Haha, nope.

James and I had been talking less and less, my self-harm had returned, people on social media were giving me shit, and I felt like a weirdo compared to Kelly and Danny, and I was now suffering from bulimia.

I grabbed my phone and stopped the music that was playing, deciding I need to stop being a little wanker and do something. I got off my bed and went to the vanity. I sat down on the white chair that was infront of it and looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were dull and lifeless.

You could see my collar bones.

Perfect.

i stood up and looked at myself in the mirror.

Thigh's don't touch.

Small legs.

Hip bones.

Flat stomach.

I was okay, but, I could loose just a few more pounds...

I sat back down and grabbed my concealer and a sponge. I dipped the sponge in it and held out my left wrist, dabbing it on the scars and semi-healed cuts. I repeated the process and covered the bruises that lined my upper thigh. I did my makeup and put my hair into a tight bun. I put powder over the concealer on my wrist and thigh to seal it and make sure it didn't smear.

I stood up and went to get my clothes, deciding to show my new found skinny body. I chose black skinny jeans, a Suck -a- Fuck shirt from DD, and a pair of panties and a bra. I grabbed socks and my black sk8-hi platform Vans. I quickly changed and put on my socks and shoes, lacing them and standing up. I leftt my hair down.

I put in my black two inch tunnels, a simple bar through my industrial, diamond studs in my second lobes, a black septum ring, and two simple black balls in my right ear double cartilage. I had began stretching my ears three months ago, got double cartilage and my industrial a month ago, and my septum done two months ago.

I put on a upside down cross necklace and a fishtail black and white braclet given to me by a fan. I went out of my room and down the stairs, then went outside and into my car.

To the mall we go!