my demons

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I promised Scott I wouldn't hurt myself again but I just couldn't resist. I needed to numb the pain, I just had to...
I crawled toward the drawer well hidden from my parents and the multiple maids who were always prowling looking for something to clean.
I looked at the razor ....i felt so unloved the only person who cared about me was Scott, more tears slipped down my face.
How can I be so wealthy yet so unhappy, it wasn't my fault I was born an orphan  it isn't my fault that my foster parents stop caring once they got their new bundle of joy
I closed my eyes and made the first slice. I reveled in the pain...it was my anesthetic. I sliced deeper the next time

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