dance of death

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After spending night after night in motels I finally ran out of money.
I new it was inevitable, truth was I wasn't even bothered.
My depression had gotten the best of me and I was hanging on to life my a thin thread, anyone who new me four years ago, would not me able to recognize me Now.
The only word I used to describe myself was empty.
Everyone whom I once thought I had, had completely deserted me, turns out they were only there for my influence and money.
In a way I blamed myself for my ostracization....i was so centered around Scott that I hadn't made time for other friends... What a grave mistake had that been.
I searched inside my lovely drawer and brought out the blade

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