Wanting Love | J-Fred X Reader

Sorry I never told you

FIRST OF ALL BEFORE I START THIS PART...
HOW DA FUCK HAS THIS FANFIC REACHED 1K READS?!?!?!
AHHHHHHH...IM GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK!..*takes deep breath* no I shall write on for my lovely readers!

It was a brand new fresh sunny day in Los Angeles and J-Fred was sitting on the couch waiting for y/n to come downstairs (she is taking a shower) but, he had something in his mind that had been bugging him for ages.

J-Fred's P.O.V
Since I have met y/n (which is nearly three years now) she's hasn't told me anything about her parents or even her family. As you're probably thinking, how? It's really weird if you haven't said anything to your boyfriend about your family. Every time I've asked her, she has changed the subject or have said 'no not now'. I have plans today to ask her. Maybe not directly ask but maybe beat around the bush a little.

*Time skip to when y/n comes downstairs*
"Hey baby." Y/n said in a soft voice.
"Hey bun bun." I responded as y/n sat on the couch with me.
"What you wanna do?" Y/n asked me as she hugged me.
"Actually, I wanted to ask you a question." I told her as I sat up with y/n in my lap.
"What about?" Y/n asked concerned and looked me in the eyes.

"Umm, so y-you know how...You know we have been together for three years right..?" I said as y/n nodded slowly and became more and more concerned.

"It's not what you think it is! I'm never going to break up with you! No n-no hell no!" I added quickly.

"Joey what are you trying to ask me? Stop beating around the bush and tell me." Y/n said slightly raising her voice.

"Okay okay! It's...It's about your..Your family. You've never told me about them. It's just weird that we have been together for nearly 3 years now and you have never told me about them. Every time I've tried to ask you you've-"
I tried to finish my sentence but y/n cut me off.

"Well maybe because something happened that I didn't want to tell you about! Maybe because my family died! Maybe because...I...Don't have a family!" Y/n shouted.

"Y/n I'm sorry!"

"Joseph you *have* to understand that-, she paused, it's okay..you're right I have to tell you."Y/n looked down to her feet and fiddled with her fingers.

I looked at her waiting for her to talk. I really don't want to fuck this up since it's nearly our anniversary.

"I'm so sorry I have never told you. You're right. I think it's time I tell you..It's just that...My dad was an alcoholic and he never cared for me and my mom. My dad also cheated on my mom after a while and it- it was just the worst thing ever." She said as a few tears slipped out of her eyes.

I put a hand on her back and told her, "he was on asshole..."

"Yeah, after that my mom got really sick...really sick." She said as she cried on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry."

She stayed like that for a while then continued.

"My mom then got cancer and I did all the things I could for her but it was no use." She sobbed. "The doctors said that she won't live. Oh and my dad, he- we didn't let him talk to us or see us. He waited on the doorstep every day and night and had taken drugs and his alcoholism had gotten worse. Let's just say...I had a bad life. It may not seem much when I'm telling you but...that's my life. But let's get to the bright side. Since I have met you...my life has been a delight. Everything is so much better. I'm so grateful I have you in my life.

I smiled at her, rubbed my teary eyes and rubbed her back.

"I'm so sorry y/n." I said passionately.

"No I'm sorry. I should've told you sooner."

WELL THAT DOES IT FOR THIS CHAPTEEER!!!!! I think this is a slightly shorter one but better then nothing ey? So again THANK YOU so SO much for all the reads and I will see you in the next chapterrr!!!!

SANA OUT!