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Chapter 5

The next morning i was woken up two baby birds chirping somewhere out of my window.I groaned as i got out of my bed and went to shut the window;i looked out and saw small raindrops hitting against the window and the dark clouds crowding above London-people hating depressing weather like this on sundays.But to me this weather was perfect;theres just something about the grey skies that gets me excited,it was the perfect weather to write a song,drink hot chocolate or cuddle with someone - anyone?...

I went into the toilet and brushed my teeth with music playing in the background,then i had a quick shower. Once i was done i just brushed my hair and put on my pyjamas and made my way to the kitchen.

Was this going to be awkward?

I've never been good at facing someone after running away from a very heated argument.i always waiting for the other person to come to me first, not because i had an ego, but because i just didn't know what to say.

I walked slowly towards the kitchen, taking my time. Maz saw me first and smiled widely "Good morning."

"Hey" i replied to him-i've also never been one to say 'good morning' or 'good night'.

"Your milks in the microwave,just needs warming up."

I walked over the the chrome heating device and set it to warm up my milk for a minute.Maz was eating a toast and Jayson was stirring his bowl of cereal,no one was talking,yet.A very long minute later,the microwave pinged and i opened it to get my hot milk out.

"Maz,Did you put sugar in it?"

"Yeah,i didn't stir thought,sorry."

"Its okay" i grabbed a spoon and placed my self on top of the counter in front of the other two.Were they going to talk to me about last night? Maybe i should just start by saying sorry...

"I'm sorry..." I did as i thought " about last night" i stirred the milk in my mug for a few more seconds before having the courage to look up.I saw both of them staring back at me with small smiles on their faces.

"So are we.I guess we were being judgemental towards the boys" Jayson said to me speaking for both,himself and maz.

"So you will give them another chance?" I asked with every bit of hope in me.

"We never said we didn't like them Shannon. They are nice boys" Maz clarified.

"Even Zayn right?"

Maz sighed but finally smiled at me "Even Zayn" .

I let out a small squeal, put my mug down and got off the counter. I walked over to Maz and sat on his lap,putting arms around his neck and his arms around my waist to stop me from falling down.

Resting my chin on his shoulder i said " Thank you!For everything,from when we were little,to the Marcus shit, and to now. I love you." I gave him a big kiss on his cheek and then went to sit on Jaysons lap in the same way.

This time i didnt put my chin on his shoulder,instead i looked at him and said "thank you for everything too.You have been there since we were like six and you haven't left even 13 years later. I love you Jayson." I gave him a big kiss on his left cheek then got back on the counter to drink my milk.

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After sitting with maz and jay for a another thirty minutes i went back to my cave,aka my bedroom.I had to finish recording my music assignment. Me,Kat,Aliyah and the five boys wrote a song together which we then ,as individuals, had to record it using music composed by ourselves;We would be marked for our ability to create new music for the same song. The university recording studio was open to use but i think it was better to use your own, if you had one.That way,you could access your work anytime you want and in peace.