My 8th grade life

Why?..

April 21,17 Dear Diary why did I have to ask him that after he said that his ex broke his heart? It's this boy named Joseph and I think that he's really hot.I first knew about him on Snapchat j was on Mercedes Snapchat and I was doing her streaks and I saw him cuz he sent her some streak pics <lol I was like dang he cute I sent him the link to my snap and he added,  we started talking from there but we really didn't talk about anything because I usually don't try to impress boys only when I like them. Then he texted Mercedes and said "Not to hurt your friends feelings or anything but I told myself that I'm not gonna be in another relationship after my last one my ex broke my heart". After she showed me I was really sad. So today I had to be the stupid person I am and say I wonder what happens between you and your ex. Guess what he said he said "Thats none of your business". I just wanted to let him know that if he still have some stuff on his chest that I was there to listen. It's like I always mess things up when it come to boys. Either I don't know what to say or just being weird around them. I told my friend Marian that I was just gonna start like omg girls because things don't work out with guys (I was playing) I needed to smile. I don't even like him I just thought he was really cute but I just started having feelings for him every time he texted me I would get so happy 😊.  [Short Chapter wish me luck with Joseph😂] 👇🏽 1 of the Streak Pics that he sent me a while back