Hidden Shadows.

~AM I ALONE?~

  IT’S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE I’VE REALLY ONLT SEEN KARLA, IVERY WELL SHE JUST DISAPERED. I AM NO LONGER GOING TO SCHOOL IM HOME SCHOOLED BY MY UNCLE.. IM ASHAMED OF MY FACE TO BE HONEST, I NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE.. MOST OF YOU ARE PROBABLY WONDERING WHY MY STORY IS IN ALL CAPS WELL I WRITE LEFT HANDED BUT I CAN’T SEE OUT OF MY LEFT EYE ONLY MY RIGHT SO I HAVE TO WRITE IN ALL CAP TO SEE IF IM SPELLING STUFF CORRECT.. IT’S HARDER THAN IT SOUNDS YOU TRY IT.. BUT BACK TO MY STORY.. KARLA VISITS ME ALMOST EVERYDAY BRINGING ME BURGERS AND ICE CREAM.. THESE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS I’VE SPENT WITH HER FEELINGS CAME SADLY. WELL MAX HASN’T BOTHERED US SO IT GAVE US TIME TO LAY IN MY ROOM RELAXED.. I MESSAGED IVERY PLENTY OF TIMES TELLING HER I MISS HER AND SHE NEEDS TO COME BACK SHE NEVER REPLIED SO I FINALLY THOUGHT TO TEXT HER MOM.. THANK GOD I DID..

“HEY, HOW COME IVERY HASN’T RESPONDED TO ME?? I KNOW SHES UPSET BUT SHE DIDN’T TRY AND HURT ME?” AFTER WAITING HOURS FOR A RESPONSE SHE MESSAGED ME BACK.. SAYING “LOOK I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IVERY IS HER GRANDMOTHER CALLED ME THE OTHER DAY CRYING SAYING SOMEONE KIDNAPPED HER WHILE SHE WAS PLAYING WITH THE DOGS DO YOU KNOW OF ANYTHING? I’VE BEEN AT THE POLICE STATION WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO TELL ME THEY HAVE SEEN HER” ME AND KARLA WERE READING THE MESSAGE TOGETHER AND IMMEADITELY FREAKED OUT. WE KNEW AT THAT MOMENT WHO DID THIS.. WHEN WE WENT DOWNSTAIRS MY MOTHER WAS ON THE COUCH CRYING..

“MOM WHATS WRONG?”

“WHAT IS THIS MADISON?!” SHE SHOWED ME A LETTER.. ONE FROM MAX…

“THAT OH IT’S A JOKE MOM:

“A JOKE GOD DAMMIT MADISON TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!” MY MOM WAS NEVER THE ONE TO CURSE AT ME.. SO I TOOK THE LETTER AND READ IT ALOUD..

“HELLO MADISON C: SO I SEE BY NOW YOU FOUND OUT ABOUT IVERY? YEA WELL SHE BURNT MY HOUSE DOWN SO ILL BURN HER OH AND AS YOU SHOULD KNOW YOUR FACE IT LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE I DON’T SEE HOW KARLA STILL “LOVES” YOU WELP IMMA GO AND YEAH HAVE A GOOD ONE YOU COCKY BITCH”

I STARTED TO CRY HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN THIS TO MY MOM? BUT I SUCKED IT UP AND TOLD HER EVERYTHING.. SHE WAS UPSET YET PISSED I NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO HER BEFORE

“MADISON WHY THE FUCK DIDN’T YOU TELL ME!!”

“YOU ACT LIKE I DIDN’T WANT TO? I COULDN’T BECAUSE NOW YOU’RE IN DANGER!”

“I DON’T FUCKING CARE IF IM IN DANGER LOOK AT YOU? I COULD HAVE STOPPED THIS FROM HAPPENING”

“NO MOM STOP THIS IS MY WAR NOT YOURS! I CAN’T LOSE MY MOM”

“AND I CAN’T LOSE MY FUCKING KID?” IN ANGER I SAID STUFF I WOULD HAVE NEVER SAID BEFORE.. GUESS AT THAT MOMENT I HAD BALLS. SCREAMING AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE I SAID “SHUT THE FUCK UP MOM I LOST MY FUCKING FATHER BECAUSE OF BULLSHIT I CAN’T LOSE YOU THE SAME WAY IM DOING THIS NOW SIT THE FUCK DOWN DRINK YOUR GOD DAMN TEA AND FORGET YOU EVEN SAW THE LETTER” IT GOT SILENT KARLA WENT UPSTAIRS SO I FOLLOWED I WAS SHOCKED MY MOM SAID NOTHING BACK? USUALLY SHE WOULD HAVE HIT ME RIGHT THEN AND THERE BUT NO SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH A LOOK OF TRUST YET CARE..

“THAT WAS AWKWARD MADISON..”

“YEAH I KNOW IM SUPRISED SHE DIDN’T HIT ME..”

“SHE IS YOUR MOM LET HER HELP YOU..?”

“KARLA I CAN’T LOSE MY MOM OKAY DROP IT” KARLA STOOD UP AND PULLED MY SHOULDER TOWARDS HER. I TURNED AROUND IN SHOCK SHE KISSED ME. NOT LIKE BEFORE THIS TIME IS WAS PASSIONATE.. IT MEANT SOMETHING TO HER AND TO ME.. THAT KISS BROUGHT FEELINGS TO ME THAT I DIDN’T KNOW I HAD.. SHE WAS IN-LOVE WITH ME AND I WAS CRUSHING ON HER? A GIRL, MY BESTFRIEND, A FEMALE, WHOA SHE PULLED HERSELF AWAY SLOWLY AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYES. THE LOOK EVERY PRINCE GIVES THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE LETTING HER KNOW SHE’S SAFE. AT THAT MOMENT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER FACE SHE WASN’T JUST THAT PRETTY FRIEND I HAD SHE WAS SOMEONE I BECAME MORE ATTRACTED TOO IN LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.. WAS THIS THE BEGINNING OF MY UPSIDE DOWN FAIRYTAIL?