Hidden Shadows.

~TAKE ME INSTEAD~

    HONESTLY ME AND KARLA DIDN’T DO MUCH SEARCHING. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS TERRIBLE BUT WE’VE BEEN TALKING AND DOING STUFF.. I MEAN IM STARTING TO LIKE KARLA A LOT MORE THAN BEFORE AND NO ONE ELSE WANTS ME AND IM A VIRGIN. WASN’T SURE HOW THE WHOLE LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY TO A GIRL THING WORKED BUT GUESS IT DID.. YES WE HAD SEX IT WAS PAINFUL THE FIRST THREE TIMES THEN IT BECAME GREAT.. IT FELT AMAZING I KNOW THIS IS A WEIRD TOPIC CONSIDERING ONE OF MY BESTFRIENDS IS MISSING.. YOU’RE PROBABLY THINKING “WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE HAVING SEX AND NOT SEARCHING FOR IVERY?!”  THE ANSWER TO THAT IS YES. MAKING LOVE TO KARLA HONESTLY TAKES THE PAIN AWAY FROM MY FACE AND MAKES ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL.. BUT I WROTE MAX A LETTER SO I DID DO SOMETHING IT STATED

“HELLO MAXXX YOU HAVE MY FRIEND AND IMMA MAKE YOU A PETTY DEAL K? YOU WILL BRING HER BACK HERE AND TAKE ME, BURN THE REST OF ME INSTEAD OF BURNING HER”

I’D SAY ABOUT FOUR OR FIVE DAYS LATER I GOT A LETTER FROM HIM SAYING

“ OKAY BURNT BITCH I’LL BE THERE SOON TO GET YA AND I’LL THROW HER SOMEWHERE”

THAT’S WHEN THE SEX STARTED WITH ME AND KARLA BUT IT’S BEEN ABOUT TWO WEEKS AND MAX HASN’T COME TO GET ME SO I THOUGHT I’D JUST WAIT.. AND I DID HERE IS WHERE THE HELL KINDA BROKE OUT > ME AND KARLA WERE WALKING TO THE PARK TO FEED THE DUCKS WITH HER LITTLE BROTHER. I HAD ON MY BLACK JACKET WITH A CLOWN MASK IT WAS FREAKY BUT BETTER LOOKING THAN MY FACE. I GOT EXTREMELY DIRTY LOOKS BUT HEY ATLEAST THEY DIDN’T SEE THE BEAST BEHIND THE “EVIL” MASK. WHEN WE REACHED THE POND I PULLED OUT SOME DUCK FOOD HANDED IT TO JATHAN HIS LITTLE EYES LIT UP SO BRIGHT IT WAS ADORABLE. ALL IN THAT ONE MOMENT OF ME HANDING HIM THE FOOD AND WATCHING HIS REACTION KARLA SCREAMED NO! SOMEONE PUSHED JATHAN INTO THE WATER ABOUT FIVE AND A HALF FEET DEEP. MIND YOU THE KID COULD’NT SWIM. A BAG FLEW OVER MY HEAD AND I WAS PICKED UP THEN THREW INTO A TRUCK. I COULD TELL IT WAS SOMETHING BIG BECAUSE THE ENGINE WAS LOUD. I DIDN’T REALLY MOVE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING KARLA DIDN’T. I SAT UP PULLING THE BAG OFF JUST TO SEE IF SHE WAS OKAY. ALL I SAW WAS KARLA COMING OUT OF THE WATER WITH JATHAN PUSHING DOWN ON HIS LUNGS.. SHE BEGAN TO SCREAM THEN THE DOOR SHUT.. MAX WAS BEHIND ME.. HE WHISPHERED SOFTLY

“IVERY IS HOME NOW YOU WILL DIE FOR HER, WOW YOU’RE NICE”

“WHY.. YOU THREW HER FUCKING BROTHER IN A POND YOU ASS”

“AWW BABY CAKES IF HE DIES YOU WILL NEVER KNOW”

“BUT KARLA WILL ARE YOU FUCKING HEARTLESS FIRST MY GOD DAMN CAT THEN HER BROTHER?? YOU WOULD KILL ANYONE WOULDN’T YOU”

“IF IT WOULD HURT YOU THEN YES” HE SMILED.. HE WAS AMUSSED WITH THE PAIN OF OTHERS.. HE’S SICK HOW DID I EVER HAVE A THING FOR HIM? AND STILL TO THIS DAY I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE ON WHY HE’S DOING THIS TO ME. WE PULLED UP TO AN ABANDONED HOUSE. I SLOWLY STEPPED OUT OF THE TRUCK STUNNED ON WHERE I WAS? THE DRIVE SEEMED LONG BUT I’VE SEEN THIS HOUSE BEFORE. I WAS BASICALLY PUSHED INTO THE BUILDING AND WHEN WE REACHED THE OLD CREEPY HAUNTED LOOKING BASEMENT I SAW A FAMILUAR FACE? I JUMPED TO THE SOUND OF THE DOOR SLAMMING BEHIND ME. I WALKED OVER SAT NEXT TO THE GUY.

“HELLO DO I KNOW YOU?”

“I DON’T KNOW DO YOU?” HE LOOKED UP IT WAS THE GUY WHO SAVED ME

“JASON? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?”

“WELL MADISON THE DAY I SAVED YOU WAS THE DAY MAX AND HIS GANG STARTED TO COME AFTER YOU.. AND ME”

“IM SO SORRY I DIDN’T MEAN TO GET YOU INTO THIS..”

“NO IT’S FINE WE WILL MAKE IT OUT.”

“WHERE DID THEY LEAVE IVERY?”

“DON’T KNOW.. SHE WAS IN MY ARMS AND THEY CAME IN AND TOOK HER AWAY..”

“WAIT YOU TWO HAD A THING?”

“WE WERE LOCKED UP ALONE FEELINGS CAME.. SO SURE YEAH”

“DID THEY DO ANYTHING TO HURT HER IN ANYWAY?”

“I MEAN THEY CUT HER WHEN SHE REFUSED TO DO THINGS FOR THEM”

“IM GUESSING THEY CUT YOU FOR DOING THE SAME?”

“NO NO THEY CUT ME BECAUSE I WAS DONE SEEING HER HURT”

“YOU TOOK THE PAIN FOR HER?”

“THAT’S WHAT YOU DO FOR PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT RIGHT? TAKE THEIR PAIN SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY I MEAN YOU DID IT.”

HE WAS RIGHT I DID DO IT BECAUSE I DID CARE.. AND NOW SHE’S FINALLY SAFE.