If you're a fangirl (like me), props to you for being able to handle that much emotion. If you're not, that was probably a smart choice. If you don't know, let me show you some signs.
Signs that you are a fangirl:
1. You absolutely love the fandom you are currently dipping in.
2. When you ship two characters, or something you have been hoping for happens, you hear a squeal come out of your mouth. (The squeal will probably sound like a dying squirrel)
3. You tend to get extremely emotional over things happening in your fandom, both happy and sad. (*cough* Emerald Secret *cough*)
4. You get extremely excited over anything that has to do with your fandom.
5. You can hear someone mention your fandom from across the room.
6. You obsessI have a little parody of the first page of Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief that shows a few of the signs of fangirling.