My brother loves me...

regrets..

Sebastian's POV

Well Jem and I still got married even after what happened on our wedding day, its been three months since we got married and honestly I don't mind divorcing her already. she's so annoying...... it hasn't been a year yet and she's nagging me already. we fight so much, so I decided to spend sometime with mom and dad who by the  way got back together hmm the strangest things could bring people back together.
I arrived back home late in the afternoon, as I entered the house first thing I saw was my mother with tear filled eyes ,while my father tried to comfort her by rubbing her back.
I walked closer to them and ask "mom what's going on? What's wrong mom?"
Mom raised up and said "we still don't know where she is...she could be anywhere.."

Midori's POV  

I stare at my stomach while in my underwear as i get ready for work, it's been three months since i found out that i'm pregnant and my stomach looks so big already.When i  found out i thought of getting rid of it before it's to late i even thought about keeping it and giving it up for adoption but for some odd reason  none of those options seem to be quite  right because t i was blessed with this baby for a reason...

i honestly didn't know being pregnant and  alone would've been so hard  and depressing....i cried and cried for so many weeks wishing that i could get at least a little support or advice  from someone i felt so alone...so sad.  But i know i can make it i can't give up hope now i gotta do it for this baby....i gotta be strong.....i gotta be a little more independent.....

Sebastian's POV

Atleast mom stopped crying and she's way better than she was when i arrived two hours ago     .....while I discussing   with dad where to look for Midori , Jem called and started to apologize for what she did and stuff I  stopped her halfway and asked her what  she wanted and that what i was doing is way more important than hearing her apologize..

she began to cry over the phone  while saying that she think's  that she's  pregnant and so forth i gasped when i heard those words came out of her mouth....i had no idea how to reply to what she said so i just hung up ......oh god i said to myself now there isn't one but they're going to be two of her. I  sat on the chair and held my head saying oh god, oh god oh god! what do i do , what do i do?! i didn't let any of  it get inside of her so how can she possibly be pregnant, How?

I really wish i didn't hurt her,then she wont have ran away....wished i could've stayed with the one i really love instead of being unhappy and angry so much after  the day i left her...

Midori's POV

while at work i thought to myself how nice it would've been if Sebastian had stayed true to his word and kept all of the promises  he made, but the salty warm tears that surprised me by making it's way down my cheeks made me realize  that all of those thoughts  were things i had high hopes for  knowing  that it was never going to happen...

I  love Sebastian yes, he was my first everything ,  I'm very hurt by what he did.   But  yet again sitting behind a  cash register and thinking about him and what he did  is not going to take care of me and this baby of his.....

I'm gonna do it on my own and  I wish  him and his" wife" the very  best.......really wish i could've told them all  goodbye the right way.....