payback..

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I stayed in my room the day he left and cried for hours not knowing what i should do, i felt souless....empty its like he took a part of  me and left without even knowing.
I  dont need him......i dont need anyone, why am i letting  what he took from me rip me apart so much? I said while walking in circles 
No! I shouted while stamping my feet to the ground , i will not allow this it isn't fair, i am not weak i will not let some coward make me feel like nothing, I will not break!! I shouted as tears flooded down from my eyes...I hate him ! I hate him ! I HATE HIM!! I screamed while trashing my room,few hours later I layed on my bed that was now filled with sponge from my pillows.....I tried to fall asleep but couldn't..I wasn't hungry or anything. First I felt a little sad,then a really angry then all of my anger  transformed into hate.. .....

I decided to stay up in my room for a few days,I didn't we'll couldn't  sleep  so I just layed  on my bed thinking about how I can make him hurt.
Make him pay
Break him
Cause him to suffer so much that he   regret the the day he ever hurted me...he'll regret taking what he took from me,ever playing me...
No man will ever play me and get away with it no man! especially my first love......

Sorry for taking so long to update was busy really really busy with school work and stuff....

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