I can't anymore. Depression/Suicide is hitting me really fucking hard I and I can't take it. I try so fucking hard but all I get back is nothing. So, I dont get it. Im grabbing a god damn razor and I cutting until I fucking die. Nobody would care. Not even my friends. Im gonna be called an attention whore and shit but that doesn't matter. I hate myself for everything anyways. You guys must be really happy. I can't take it. I'm sorry.
