Miles' POV
I hate school. However, right now, I'd rather be at school than home. My father and I just got into a fight and my mom and younger siblings just sat and enjoyed the show.
I'm a human punching bag.
At home, my dad is a completely different person than who he claims to be in front of the press and all involved in the election of him becoming mayor.
At home, my dad hurts me. He considers me to be a disappointment. It's my fault that I'm not the perfect "cookie cutter" son.
But at school, everyone thinks I'm a stuck up, rich, white, fuckboy. My life must be soo perfect because of how much money my family has. And I'm Miles Hollingsworth! I can get ANY girl I want! I must have such a great life!
Well, that's not true. Yes, I have money. But that's where the truth ends. Also yes, I'll admit, I have been acting like a fuckboy lately. It's my only outlet. I've hooked up with 5 girls in 2 weeks. But NO ONE knows how shit my life at home is. They don't understand why I turned to drugs to drown out my pain. They don't understand why I act so rebellious and try to get my dad mad at me.
No one loves or ever will love me. And if they do show signs of love, I hurt them and push them away. It's impossible for someone to love Miles Hollingsworth. I have too much baggage. There isn't a single soul out there who would be able to carry my baggage with them.
Unloveable.
I got into my black mustang and drove off to school without saying a word to my family.
I was feeling very sore. I had bruises all over my body from my father's harsh beatings. I'm sick and fucking tired of being his punching bag!
I'm sick and tired of living. There is no point! People keep on hurting me and I keep on hurting other people. Everything that I touch gets destroyed.
Last year I overdosed on pills and alcohol.
My plan didn't work out however, because my next memory was waking up in a hospital.
My mom had found me and sent me to hospital right away.
I went through constant therapy and the entire school found out.
I'm nothing but a crazy suicidal head case.
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