Im the Girl

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Im the girl
Who everyone thinks
Is happy
The one who's there
But they never
Understand that I
Feel others
Judgemental stares

Im the girl
That everyone
Thinks is pretty
The one everyone
Always chases
But under makeup
They don't see
The ugly imperfections
That it cases

Im the girl
That wishes she
Had that beautiful
Angelic voice
Who could sing
Someone to sleep
The one who wishes
She wasn't
The last choice

Im the boring
And below average girl
That knows looks
Dont matter
But just wishes
For just one day
She could have that
Countagious laugh
And personality
Everyone is after

I wish i was
What everyone
Thought i was
Im always there
But i feel im always
Taken for granted
And no one cares

Im the one
Who has it all
Together
The mature one
Who writes perfect
Cursive letters
But no one knows
How hard i try
To be this way
To be for once
More than okay

I wish they
Would notice
How im always there
How i want
To be loved
And cared

Im the girl
Thats never been
In love
That wants to be
So bad
But im just
Not enough

Im the girl
That tries to change
And live
A better way
I try not to judge
And never
Be late

Im the girl
Who everyone
Thinks is happy
The one who
Is always there
But they never
Understand that
I feel others
Judgemental stares

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