He changed my life//phan

If only

Dans P.O.V.

It's been a week or two since me and Phil went to that bar. I wish we could hang out more but he's always with that girl friend of his. She's always bringing him down making him sad.

I really like Phil. I hope is not obvious but his voice is so deep and sexy. Oh what am I saying I don't like him that way but what if do. It doesn't matter he's straight, he wouldn't like me. 

~weeks later~

I was in my room making a video. After I finished editing it, I went to the store to get some food for the flat cause we were low.

While at the store I ran into a couple of fans that wanted pictures, autographs, and hugs.  After I'm done buying every thing I think we'll need I head back to the flat.  I hear Phil in the lounge on his phone. So I leave him be and put the groceries up.

That's when it happens I here Phil yell "WHAT WHY!!!" It sounded angry but sad. 'What did that whore of a girlfriend Amy do this time' I mumble to my self hopping Phil won't hear. Im mad a don't even know why. I here Phil hang up and go running off to his room crying.

'Oh god she broke up with him' I thought to myself. I knew I should've gone to check up on him but I decided not to so I want to my room.

When I got to my room a sat on the bed with my head against the wall where I could here all of Phils sobs. This was heart breaking. I just wanted to go in there and cuddle him, kiss his forehead, and tell him everything's going to be ok. 'But u cant dan he doesn't like u that way' I thought. If only I could make him mine forever

If only.