Author Notes: Hey guys. Sorry it's been awhile. I've just been really busy with school and work that I just haven't had time. I hope my first three chapters were good. If they weren't or you think they need a little more don't be afraid to message me or comment!!Bye loves!!
Phils P.O.V.
After I was done blow drying my hair I got dressed and headed to the lounge. When I got there dan was sitting on the couch all slouched like normal with his laptop and bowl of cereal. I go and sit down next to him and turn on the TV. That's when he sits up to talk to me.'Hey Philly?'
'Yes....'
'Are you ok'
'Yeah, why?'
'I don't know you just seem different and Have you been eating?'
I could here the concern in his voice. Did he really care? And if he did why? Why would anyone care about me I'm worthless.
'Oh.... well......um.....not really'
'Phil you need to eat'
'I know I know'
'Then why haven't you'
I really don't wanna tell him, but I don't know what else to say. Do I tell him the truth or lie........ lie. That's what I'll do I just make up some excuse.
'I don't know. Just haven't felt very good recently. Not really hungry either.'
'Well today you're gonna eat. Alright?'
'Ok'
I honestly really like that he cared and he didn't say anything when I told him I just didn't feel good. Usually he calls me a liar but I think he fell for it.
'Dan?'
'Yeah'
'Can we make pancakes?'
'Sure why not'
At this point we were laughing because of how much of a kid I am.
For a while me and dan are just talking and laughing about random things. This is the first time in weeks that I've felt alive. I feel different. I don't think about Amy anymore. I don't even care about her. She means nothing to me now. Now I have dan, he keeps me alive, and I can act myself around him. I love it...... and I think I love him.
Dans P.O.V.
After Phil told me he just "didn't feel good" I didn't believe him. I knew he was upset about him and Amy but I didn't say anything I just went along with it.
While we were making pancakes we were just talking and laughing about the most random things. I was so happy to have Phil back. He looked so happy and alive. He looked so cute. His smile was perfect. His laugh was adorable. He was just perfect.
'Pancakes are ready lets eat'
Phil and his pancakes makes me laugh. He's such a kid.
We go and sit down on the couch with a huge plate of pancakes. We turn the TV off and decided we'd just talk for a little while.
'Hey dan?'
'Hey Phil?'
'Um I got so stuff I need to let out'
'Ok.....?'
'So earlier when I told you I was fine.?'
'Yeah..?'
'Well I was kinda lying'
'Yeah I assumed that. Phil somethings wrong and I can tell. I've always been able to tell when somethings wrong. I hate to bring it up but I know it's about Amy.'
'Yeah...... I don't know after she broke up with me I didn't know what to do with life. Everything just came tumbling down around me. She meant the world to me.'
I could see tears in his eyes. I felt so bad I should have never said anything about Amy. At this point he was crying so I pulled him into a hug.
We sat there on the couch like that for awhile and his breathing started to slow down and he just sat there hugging me. Never letting go. I laid back and he did the same. We cuddled for a while when all of a sudden Phil whispers to me.
'Hey Danny?'
'Yes'
'I love you'
'I love you too Philly'
Then we fell asleep.
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He changed my life//phan
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