When I saw, him standing over there I didn't know what to say... or do. I haven't seen him since Christmas. CHRISTMAS. Exactly 38 days. Christmas is when everything went down. That's when I really, knew what I felt. What emotions are. What one emotion really meant.
25th of December 2016
I woke up to the screams of my mother "Jack come on, you have to help cook the food! The other families will be here soon"
Ugh, what's the point of this anyway, I can't cook. I don't understand it's not like she can't cook! I yell back to her angrily "Coming, be down in a sec"
I look down at my alarm clock, its only 4pm. Why do we even need to through this dinner thing, can't we just eat out like we always do? I let out a big yawn and get up from my messy bed. I walk slowly down the stairs and meet my red-faced mother standing in the middle of the kitchen.
"JACK DYLAN GRAZER WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG TO GET DOWN HERE?"
"I was just thinking, I'm sorry, I'll be quicker next time" I reply, I don't understand why she makes a mountain out of a molehill. She needs to calm down and chill out.
"Well get started on dinner! We don't have much time!" she yelled – I don't understand they don't come for another hour, and then we usually eat an hour after that. I just don't understand.
*1 hour later*
"Finished dinner mum!" I yell – finally I'm done, it took long enough, the families have literally just arrived and the meat is in the oven that gives me another hour to kill. I better go say hello to the guests! Who is even here? I forgot to ask. Eh I'll just go check now. I walk outside to the table, I scan it – I only know one family here. The Wolfhard's. My stomach is about to explode, am I shaking? What is happening?
W-w-w-h-h-h-a-a-a-t-t-t
i-i-i-s-s-s
h-h-h-a-a-a-p-p-p-e-e-e-n-n-n-i-i-i-n-n-n-g-g-g
"Are you ok" he asks, he – Finn Wolfhard, brown hair, brown eyes, a tall glass of hotness. Wait what, ignore that last part. Hold on its been more then 10 seconds and I haven't replied, he must think I'm mental.
"Yeah, I'm fine" ugh I chocked, what even was that response? yeah, I'm fine, who am I so three-year-old. I have to pull myself together if I'm going to get through this. Ok deep breath in and out Jack, pull yourself together.
"Do you wanna watch a movie?" I say, few I didn't choke, thank goodness
"sure, what movie?" he replied
His voice is so handsome, muscular, strong. Focus Jack, concentrate.
"How about Stand by me? It's an oldie but a goodie" got through that question, I just need to calm down, ok, deep breaths.
"Sounds good!" he says, with his deep-toned voice
Ok, where is the remote? There it is, by... Finn. Ok be cool, act natural.
"Hey Finn can you pass me the remote please" I say casually, few I didn't screw up, I just need to calm down.
"Here ya go, hey r you ok, you don't seem yourself" he says kindly, his brown eyes are so brown they could kill me. Anyway focus, what did he say, I got carried away, arg, um. What did he say? Im so dumb, omg.
"What?!?!" I say totally confused, omg I stuffed up, erg, I'm so dumb, I must keep it cool, stay calm.
"Are you ok?" he repeats, oh ok, that's really what he asked, I'm not ok, you have come into my house and swooped me off my feet, I AM NOT OK!
"yeah I'm fine" I say stubbornly, anyway I'm gonna put the movie on, ok and play. There we go it's on. Ok deep breaths.
"So how is Millie?" I ask, way to play it cool, why did I even ask that, I don't ship fillie at all, I ship fack cause that's me and finn.
"We are just friends, I'm not really looking for girlfriend, but I am in love with someone" he says, I'm choking omg, he loves someone, who is it, I need to know, erg, oh my.
"Ohh, so who is it?" I can't believe I just asked that, what am I thinking!
"Um... well ..." he seems nervous, maybe I should just quit asking.
"Come on, spill" when my brain says one thing but my mouth says another, erg I'm so done with life.
"Well... I'm in love with you" he whispers
"I'm in love with you too" I reply
Then we were silent, no words were spoken by either of us for the rest of the night, he left and I went to bed.
1st of February 2017
I haven't seen Finn since the 25th of December 2016. We haven't texted we haven't seen each other. Until now.
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Hope you guys liked this little story, just letting you know i don't actually ship Jack and Finn for real, it's a joke, and i am just writing for fun not to offend any body, anyway hope u enjoyed this. Sorry if there are any typos.
