Hi sarah,
I just want to tell u how much I love u, u are my everthing. I don't know what I should do without u baby. U are the reason that I'm still alive.
You now the time I tried to kill myself ? I think u remember... U were the only one who I wrote a letter. I didn't care what my mum would think or my brother. I just cared about u.
I don't know if u want to read it, but here it is, if u don't wanna read it u can just skip this part.......
Hii princess,
If you read this letter I'm not on this world anymore, but don't worry I'm in a better place now. I want u to know that this isn't your fault. Its mine... Thank you for being there for me but I just couldn't take it anymore.
I'm a star now and I'm watching you from above.
We didn't have many time together, but I enjoyed every moment with u. U r my baby and I love u. You're strong and I know u can do this. Show this world how amazing u r. Don't let people bring u down or tell u otherwise.
I'm sorry I have to make u sad. I wish it wouldn't have to go this way but i just have to. You have to stay here and make the best of life. Be happy and stay strong.
Maybe you find somebody new, but that's okay. I just want to see you happy, so do what makes you happy. I love u and I hope u don't forget that.
I'm sorry if I hurt u now, but its the best. I'm going to my sister BC she needs me I just feel it. U have all ur friends so they will help u here and I will help u from above...
It seems hard, but I know you can do this. You're a strong girl and I love u.
Big hug and so many kisses,
Your baby who's a star now.
yeah its not very good I know..
I love u baby and I love u more and more with the minute. U r my one and only. I know I hurt u sometimes and I'm so so sorry for that. I try to be the best boyfriend I can be, but its hard tho.
U are the most amazing girlfriend a boy or girl could ask for. U are always there for me and even if I don't come online for a few days ( Bc my WiFi sucks ) u are there. You worry about me and you care for me.
I hope I can call u mine forever cause I don't know what I would do if I losed u baby. U are my princess and I need u in my life. I need u more than anything.
I want to be there for u when ur down and be the reason why you smile again. I want to hug u, kiss u and fall asleep with u in my arms.
I love u and I can't stop saying that, u are my everything, my babygirl, my princess, my world, my baby, my love, my life.
I love u, I love u, I love u so much
So many kisses and a big big hug
Your baby ❤
