*aka people that destroyed me
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My life feels now like tumblr
'Cause every world I say and every thought I have in my head is like an trending qoute
I never thought that could happen to me
Everything I feel feels like a depressing post
Trying to stop but you make that impossible for me
Please stop, leave me alone
I don't think that I can do this any longer
You had a lot of time for destroying me
Till there was nothing left
My life can't be like before I met you
Why did you do this to me?
Do it makes you proud or does it make you smile?
Can you even sleep at night?
Don't you have nightmares or do you have a bad conscience?
I hope so 'Cause if you don't feel that way
I can say that there's no human left in you
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When you at the point where your biggest enemie is yourself than you know it's worth fighting
to kill your inner demon.
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I don't know why I'm still here
Maybe I'm waiting for more
Waiting for something to come from you
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How would you feel if I killed myself?
If I would've running away
Would you blame yourself
That you didn't helped me that day
How would you feel?
You said a lot things to me
But you weren't the only one
All I wanted was to be
Be myself but I guess I'm gone
Will I ever find myself
Or is it too late?
Or am I just a wasted book in a bookshelf?
You alwasy thought you would be so great
But you wasn't, you were just mean to me
YOU ARE READING
Deep in my mind.
PoetryThese are just a few thoughts that I always get when I'm on my way to school, or even in school. You never know when something comes in your mind.
