I wasn't special , I was just curious to see the other perception of life, It all started when i started to speak out , and when my friends circle expanded and I was made clear , That i was special to my friends .
Being sympathetically stupid and dumb , I used to cry every night , without any reason , I was that alone , that i had not even a reason to cry , but still that was my reason , and one day , when I was stupidly imagining a situation when my friends would call my name every moment to be with them , and I asked myself,
"Am i that incapable to be normal and make friends"
and my inner more stupid voice replied , " Obviously ,you aren't you are just lazy to make friends "
"Should i Be active to make friends ?, Seriously ???",
"No","but Some things have to be the way they want" screamed my heart ,
"Yes","Will people hate me when I am myself ??? " I questioned , thinking logically,
"You will not be yourself to them , unless you tell them who the hell you are!!!" My mind advised,
Yes, that was the right moment when i became the unstoppable blabbering idiot I am right now
And am Happy about that .
