After all those mis-happenings (after she got engaged) ,, i had to get out of those bad times, really really dark days I'd say.. Putting it in a way, I just locked myself inside, a dark room, no exits, no way for light, a perfect pitch black dark room. It was horrible, hoping, she'd come for me someday, a stupid blind faith believing the so called "almighty's plan".
All stopped one day, when i looked back, all i saw was a black wall, being an under rated stupid of all times, i was bored of darkness and sorrow!. Yes!!! I was bored.
I said to myself, "World is missing me", rose against all odds, broke the dark room for my own bloody sake, and people don't see me for how selfish I was.
All gone, back to normal, stepped up normal, black room taught me something people would learn in their 30's, "Never Regret, if you think of quitting something, think of the last 5 mins of your life, regret? No way!"
My best friend spoke after 4-5 months, all she could say was " I am happy that you're back", even i wasn't that happy!!! Friendship paid off. A never tiring love.
Pulling off as much as i could, from what happened, I would call myself a better me rather than the old me, as i had maturity enough to handle problems on the flow.
Friends, they were my biggest support, pushing me, trying to get me back into pieces, they always think things Good for me, but few only knew what made me happy.
Worst problems in life teaches you the best lessons, and best lessons let you handle your worst fear. Moving on like a wind towards land, a hurricane or a breeze, the answer is yours.
