Part 6 . Getting back to normal.

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We finished watching the movies; I ended up falling asleep in Matthews's arms which I didn't mind. I don't know what was going on but there was something about Matthew that I couldn't get enough of, he was so sweet, understanding, kind, cute and he just made me smile. When I woke up I was snuggled next to him he had his arms around my waist and he was staring at me, I giggled and said "Good Morning I didn't mean to fall asleep on you Matthew" Matthew replies "Its fine sweetheart" I tell him I have to go get a shower he says "okay see you later Katie, can't wait to be with you again"  

I got back to my room and Cameron met me at the door, "Where has my beautiful Katie been?" I reply "Me and Matthew watched movies last night and I fell asleep. He says " its fine beautiful I was here waiting for you like I always will" I did miss Cameron last night, all I wanted was to get one of his hugs right now because Cameron's hugs were like heaven in a hug! Cameron understood me in a way nobody else did but so did Matthew, they are just so sweet. I think to myself why did I have to fall for nine boys?

Today was the 4th day of Magcon I'm actually really excited, I'm going to sing a song about my past with Kyle. I wrote this song a few years back but I never did anything about it, nobody has ever heard it or read it so it's going to be very hard for me but I'm really excited to share it with my family. I took a shower when I got out Taylor must have snuck in and he started messing with his hair, I kind of let out a scream because I've been on edge ever since Kyle happened. He jumped and said " I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you" I said its fine you just startled me, I almost dropped my towel. He giggled at me and said "By the way loving the towel look" I yelled "Asshole get out" He giggled and walked away.

I got ready I was wearing a Cameron Dallas sweatshirt with some skinny jeans and vans, I was really excited for today but really nervous with coming out about this. But I knew I had to do this without messing up because some girls might be going through this too, I want to help them through this I want to tell girls that it is okay to leave. We walk down to the Green room and we get all our places set up, I'm sitting next to Matthew & Cameron. Oh great the two guys that I'm completely into I have to set next to. But I guess I just have to get over it because it's happening. 

Listen to these links for the next couple paragraphs :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsfNLkwVyTE 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF0zefuJ4Ys 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnVkYjEbe8M 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTTjLxXFg0k

The girls start lining up and coming into the meet and great lines to meet us, I'm on stage with Shawn he is singing the background vocals for me, I just tell him to go along with the song after the first couple lines, he agrees. I get up on stage I start talking "hey guys I'm Katie I'm up here first because I want everyone to know I recently and a long ago encountered something I don't want anyone else to come across the experience I'm about to share with you . It's been a year as of last week since the incident, I was dating a guy and he beat, raped and made me hate myself for a really long time. Two days ago Kyle came back for me locked me in one of the hotel rooms here and beat me, he would of did worst but the boys saved me, so you guys can thank them for keeping me here" Everyone claps in tears, hugging everyone. "So today I am here to sing this song for you guys, I hope you take something from this and if it's happening to you make sure you tell someone and leave them"  

I start singing "You can't break me because I'm already broken you can't hurt me because I'm already hurting, you can't tear me apart because I'm already tore to pieces, you won't see me cry, you won't see me dying inside you've already done all of it to me, you made me cry every night in my sleep, you never thought of anyone except yourself, I hate being with you but I'm afraid of leaving you" I finish the song in tears and everyone is quiet no one talks or moves, tears in my eyes Cameron walks on stage and hugs me kisses me cheek and says "I'm here baby girl"  

Everyone starts screaming and clapping, everyone is crying I grab the mic, I say "I'm sorry for making you guys cry I just wanted you to know I care I love every one of you guys" I notice one girl she's wearing sweatpants, she's standing in the back of the crowd and she looks like she has been crying so I was determined to talk to her, but apparently she had already planned for me to the first one she would talk to because she ran up to me and confronted me with a hug, tears I asked her what's wrong she said "can we talk in private" I immediately say yes, she walks to the green room with me . I sit her down she starts crying harder, I ask her what's going on, why are you crying? She starts to speak "Last year I went through the same thing you did and I got touched when you started singing that song you are the first person I told about my situation. I even almost didn't tell you" We talked for about 2 hours and I honestly think it helped her a lot. We walked back out to the venue and she went with her friends and I walked back over to the boys. Cameron ran over to me and yelled "Where did you go you scared me shit less" I told them I went to talk to a fan who was in the same situation as me , they all said okay and by the time I got settled back in It was time for the venue to end.  

I went back up to my room and Cameron, Taylor and Aaron were sitting on the bed. I went over and told them I was going to take a shower because I was a little stressed. They all said okay, I jumped into the shower and stayed in for about twenty minutes when I came out I realized I had forgot my clothes on the bed. I had to go out of the bathroom to get my clothes I was thinking "are you serious Katie?" I walk out and everyone left except Cameron he smirks and said "Oh am I interrupting something?" I say no, he asks "what are you doing in a towel in front of me then?" I stutter uhm I don't know, he giggles "Then come over here" I climb under the covers and Cameron started kissing me softly and he asks "Do you wanna?"

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