9 boys fell in love with me (Magcon)

Part 19. Can't Take You

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When we walk out all the girls are screaming I run over to Andrea because thank god that we are sitting next to each other in the meet and greet I really needed her to be there for me and to comfort me because at this point I don’t know what to do anymore with Cameron or anyone at this point. I missed Andrea I really wished we didn’t get separated we used to be best friends and so close but I couldn’t worry about that stuff right now, it was time for girls to line up to meet us and I was actually excited about it!

It was time for the performance and I had a song picked out already but I decided to change it just to make Cameron feel like shit, I decided to sing problem because it said what I was feeling. They called me on stage and I started introducing myself and told them it was a surprise what I was singing and that I needed some backup so I ran off stage and said “I’ll be right back guys you’ll like this” I run off stage and grab Myles and tell him what song and tell him to rap the parts I cant sing and I’ll handle the rest.

I jump back on the stage and yell “are you guys ready this goes out to someone I thought I could trust but I realized I no longer need” and glance over to Cameron.  I then say here we go.

Hey baby even though I hate ya!

I wanna love ya

I want you!

And even though I can't forgive you

I really want ta

I want you!

 

Tell me, tell me baby

Why can't you leave me?

Cause even though I shouldn't want it

I gotta have it

I want you!

 

Head in the clouds

Got no weight on my shoulders

I should be wiser

And realize that I've got one less problem without ya.

While I was singing I kept looking over at Cameron and singing along to the song that explained everything so well, Myles started in on Iggy’s part, I go over to Myles and start dancing on him. All the girls go wild and one girl screams “date date” I laugh and keep going I do some sexy dance moves on Myles and for once I'm actually happy.

I jump off stage hugging Myles laughing I look over to Cameron and he is pissed beyond anything he walks away, I run over to Andrea and she says “well I don’t think you could of pissed him off any more than that” I laugh and say “well he needs to know what he did wrong he doesn’t understand how much he meant to me and that I actually thought we could start over but I'm done I can’t take it anymore” She stops me and says “I know babe you don’t have to explain it to me I understand it okay?”  we laugh and say lets get out of here.

I wanted to know why Cameron did that but then again I didn’t give a shit anymore. I just didn't know how to even deal with anything anything since coming to Magcon i've had alot of ups and downs maybe it was just time to stay away from the guys and just take some time for myself just to get my head straight as soon as i said that i got a text from Nash 

*Going to a huge party tonight and someone wants to meet you but i cant tell you its a surprise* 

i laugh and think i cant put down this offer i write back and say.

*What time?* 

he replies 

*930 be ready i'll be at your door* 

I text back and say.

*okay see you then :) *

i laugh and say to myself so much for wanting to be alone for awhile, i jump up to get ready when Cameron walks in and grabs his jacket and some shoes, i was hoping he wasn't going but he is Nash's best friend so i couldn't expect anything else but for once i didn't even care he was around me it didn't bug me like it usually would so i didn't care anymore.  I just wanted to have fun and plus i wanted to know who Nash wanted me to meet and i was hoping i would have a good time tonight other than being stuck bored while Nash hits on every girl there.

I wanted to go just to get away from everything but if Cameron went then i would have to see him and i really didnt want to see him, he was so dead to me. It was time for Nash to come pick me up and leave, but i wasn't very excited i was hoping things werent going to be lame. When we showed up and we walked in it was amazing the music the people oh wow, i just knew this night was going to be amazing and then all the sudden Nash said "oh look there he is lets go get you introuduced" i looked over to see who it was and when i saw who it was i nearly almost died. 

Who will it be? ;)